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also on the outdoor LD, Eric/Mag on the hammock, Eric told Mag he is gone, said he asked Rachel if she is ok, and Rach said no, not really...

right before this, James/Howie decided Maggie is the target, and Jen will be the second nomination, IF they get HOH Thursday

Howie/Rachel convo on the couch a bit ago... while folding clothes... they were talking about playing both sides, fine with the other side winning at some point and taking out some of their team, since they wouldn't be the main targets [good thinking] R: next week is critical H: I think you're safe R: James or Kaysar H: you think so R: if they are smart... also, Rachel got onto Howie for not drying the clothes enough, they are still wet

12:45 April/Jan in the HOH room talking J: what? A: I don't know, what he's going to want to talk to me about? I'm sick of talking strategy, we don't know what's going to happen each week.. I'm in this for myself/Jen... if you are going to be a group, don't get so many involved.. I told Kaysar last night, it was nice being able to talk about family/etc, not strategy/what to do... (April goes into HOH restroom, Jan goes back to headphones) 1:00 Kaysar/Jan in HOH K: so, that's that, he's upset, he's convinced he's right, he feels probably embarassed about what happened J: about not winning? K: pride, he was leading a group, happy to be on top, people listening to him, took care of them, gave them speeches, like telling a race car driver you can't drive, or a pilot you can't fly... to be taken out that early in the game J: how could someone not take him out? you'd have to be a moron K: the longer he is in, the harder it would be to get him out... even James came to me mid week, he was saying Eric has a lot of pull, I think he's going to make it to the end... I could never align myself because of what happened 3rd day... if I can't be with him, how can I get him out.... I knew James would be hard to get on my side, but I knew I could get him... possibly Maggie, but I couldn't get him, so I had to get him out J: even if he stayed in, wouldn't people in like 3 weeks be saying hello... K: no, here's the thing... look what happened, the people so in love with him, blinded, with no voice, are still stuck with him... the ones that were in the shadows but didn't know what to do are with us... the scared people would still continue to support him, because there was no better option, and they would have continued runing the show... J: we still could have done plan b K: Ivette? J: whisper.. James... then we'd have a fighting chance to get Eric out... K: it would have been long and drawn out, limb by limb... this was one clean swipe J: I'll be so happy when he is gone, he was such a problem K: he continues to be... as much as they say they will be ok, they have no guidance J: doesn't make sense how they have no brain K: I know Eric is thinking, the whole situation... I guarantee it... when it's not... he's going to see the DR, how nice I was to him, how I respected him... but it probably won't matter... [guess they forget some of us also type what they say all the time? lol] J: what can you do? K: what can you do, you can't please everyone, especially the people wo are not in line with what you... the way you think things should be [et tu, Brutus? lol] J: think he left strict instructions on what they should do? K: proably who to take out first... doesn't make a difference.. only one really loyal to him is Mag and Iv... everyone else, there is no loyalty... the thing is, they will forget the objective, the emotion, they will get scared, forget what to do... who cares, really doesn't matter... I guarantee Iv is going to crumble... K: you know, it's not that, it is the game, but it's not the game, when I think how life really works, this is similar... to how life is.. it's really sad... that's why I think like, like it's ok to go into Iraq and kill and fight a war... like Iv you give her proof, people are dying, there are no weapons, it's not right to kill, no matter how much you tell them, you can't get thru to them... Eric, I won't say he is a bad guy, but you try to convince and... J: Iv is very narrow minded K: she's like a ghetto gang member... she'll get a tatto on her chest, her allegience to Eric til I die... whatever... J: whatever... next week's a new week K: but the thing is, like James was saying... the week's pretty much fought/won Thur and Fri J: April keeps saying it's a week to week game... she'll make decisions based on that K: she's a floater J: I'm not going to point finger and say it's wrong, but come on K: she doesn't want to be with them, but same time she has no place with us... the group is locked down with six people... she knows that... that's why we need to keep winning... it's game on tomorrow J: I hope it's physical K: if it is, they are done... please, I hope we get this, I really do... their moralle will be completely devistated...

starting from when Sarah/Ivette/April are still on the patio... I: what upsets me, just like we thought last week, you all think you have it all figured out for the rest of the game, how dare Kaysar say he had it all worked out for 3 weeks, you can't know... BB: fresh batteries (Ivette leaves) S: I'm not trying to push anything... tell me what did I do? did I put Maggie up? did I take james off? A: I'm not mad at anyone S: I went to Eric, we have a week, don't take it personal, how dare he, the entire time he says don't take it personal, but he's doing that A: I think anyone would (Kaysar comes) K: honestly, listen... A: hey, I've just been listening... K: don't be mad at me A: I'm not, not mad at anyone S: I say good morning, and he doesn't, I can't hang out with Iv or Beau or you... Eric/Mag have said to leave them alone, I feel like I can't, I didn't put up Mag, take James up, put Eric up, I'm guilty by assoc.. I went to give Mag a hug, before she should have known about James, she says don't touch her.. A: so you are saying, be upset at others but not me S: I'm just saying, if you say it's a game/etc, if that's what you are preaching, you need to live by those words K: surprise surprise, things have gotten childish... we aren't sad, we were riding the wave A: how do you think I feel, sitting here in the middle? K: they are sitting talking trash! A: I swear they aren't talking trash all the time S: I feel like on the playground, the 2 big bullies won't let me play A: when you all are on HOH, I feel akward going up there K: the day on the couch, everyone hugging, that was awesome, what a relief... then the next day all the trash talking again S: next day, they can't say HB to me... eat, drink, but no HB K: I was trying to make it lively... come to storage room, Eric goes ugh... A: this is a learning process, we all need to be adults when up K: this isn't a learn... nobody is talking trash from our end... [oh really? lol how about the plans to trashtalk and intimidate everyone before the HOH comp on Thurs? lol maybe he means to their faces?] no one saying we won't go to wrap and talk... we are begging, come talk, at the hot tub, when we get out they come over, how about that? I'm trying not to lose my cool, they are trying to make a point, it's so childish A: I'm not trying to say it isn't K: fine, we don't need them, but we want everyone to be friends A: me too K: don't talk trash, be cool, be adult... want to hang out? ignored... moring... ignored A: like I said Sarah, if they do that.... S: I'd rather sleep til noon and be comfortable... first I saw this morning was Eric and that doesn't feel good A: you don't have to explain yourself to me, feel you can't talk to me K: you've been good S: on my BD, everyone is you are so cute, Mag is in chair, feet up, I was over there, thought she'd put her feet down, but pulled it closer... K: she did that? and it was the only chair open? I'll be blunt, that's why I flipped the house, people were being bullies! That's why! Ivette still can't get it together, look how people are treating others S: she thinks you are lying K: let her, let her look at the dvd... some people can't think for themselves, she can see someone being beaten down, and think it was their fault... A: she's trying to say, she's making her decisions herself, not Eric K: she won't, she will do... listen, I'm good at reading people, she will do what the group says, if Eric wants her to something she will, so if Mag tells her... what she doesn't realize is, she was going up, plan a, she was going up... only reason I put up Eric, he was trying to cheat me back door, she can't get that thru her thick skull S: when he put up James, it showed how easy Eric turned on James A: I didn't know any of this was going on K: nobody knew... I'll tell you once again, Jan, Howie didn't know, James didn't know, nobody, even at the last minute I had to make the final decision, Ivette was going up, not because I didn't like her, I wanted to show you were being played, that this group wasn't so snuggly S: I almost wish you had put up Ivette, just to show everyone... K: that's it BB: A/Jan, please change your batteries (A/S leaves, E joins K at patio) K: pretty upset? E: not at all... nope K: ok E: not at all K: that's good E: it is... K: you seem pretty upset E: not at all... I'm not giving the satisfaction... that would mean I care about the people I'm upset... K: ok Eric... (Eric goes inside, then Kaysar)

Howie/Beau/Jen in the kitchen a bit ago.... H: I'm sorry if Janelle hurt you... B: shut up H: you know, I'm out of the club... B: shut up! J: you know why? H: why? J: chicken thighs! B: chicken thighs! (B/J laugh) silence for a bit... then... H: Beau, will you cut my hair? B: no, cut it yourself H: come on Beau (Howie starts to put his arms around beau, they appear to be joking) J: see what happens when you tease somebody? H: (turns and steps towards Jen, showing a little un-Howie-like aggression towards her) what I like are people that can dish it out and can take it, but wimps that can't take it, can kiss the back of my you know what B: exactly, I agree H: thank you... if you can't take it, you're in the wrong place J: what, the world? H/B: that's right... J: end it all now...

Rach/How.. R: I heard you guys were outside practicing last night... H: I want this HOH so bad... R: I still like the idea of voting for Maggie... but I want to take Ivette out... H: let's talk about it next week... if we get the chance... R: they were talking this morning... I was out there... they didn't say much, except Eric said I can't believe they got mad because I called out the groups... I was thinking it's the game H: they thought they would throw out one person at a time, that's what happens when you get comfortable [ummm, isn't that what the other side has been thinking this week?] R: I hope April/Jen vote, so it's 7-2, that would freak them out, and fluster them to not win HOH H: I like our chances R: last week was random H: K, Jan and me planned the night before, said we have to win it and yep, did exactly what we talked about... things change on a dime around here, I just want to be part of it... (talk of surgery on her leg... Howie is being Howie to her in between strategy talk, Rachel talks of having stepdad) Howie asks Rach if she wants to go home... she says no, but gets excited when saying she wants to go to Mexico... he says you are almost there.... [sounds like she's playing to get to the sequester house?] Rach tells Howie Eric asked her how could we follow that group... shares comment about Kay/Jan/Rach/Howie being a foursome, not being able to trust James... Kaysar comes by.. Rachel likes how Kaysar shaved this morning... BB: Jennifer to the DR Rach says she was the first one called in today... at 9:50[to vote?]... BB calls Jennifer again K: she's not with us.... (shares with Rach/Howie, Howie talking to Jen while Howie whispers a little more to Rach) R: I wanted her to do that though H: the little &*$*!% K: I came up here to tell you, wanted you to know... been thinking about it.... I can't do anything about it, I'm not happy about this decision, but it's not the end of the world K: we're still cool, need to get HOH (Jan joins, Howie being Howie... directed at Rachel still) H: light work out today, light workout tomorrow... then win HOH, take no prisoners! Jan: we are ripped! H: ripped, cut, pureyed, stratified... (full list of terms lol) [Rachel is the queen of soft talking!] K: even if we had her vote... we still have others[targets?] Jan: what are you talking about? H: we don't have Jennie K: just thinking, what if... Jan: what if someone changed their vote K motions Jan over and whispers in her ear... [sheesh, how do they expect us to hear them!] (James joins them on the couch) H: April wouldn't put Jannie up, because she wouldn't get cigarettes

10:50 Jen goes to HOH room and wakes Kaysar... J: are you awake? I need to talk with you, so pinch yourself, this isn't a dream... I've been thinking about it, and I've got to support my friend, because I came with her, and I've got to play with her, and I know you are thinking if she abandoned you, what's the big deal, but I've always told you don't stoop to their level, and if I abandon her just because she abandoned me, I wouldn't feel right... K: mmhmm J: I've had people stab me in the back, and that's the same thing, I don't believe in eye for an eye.... and I came in the game saying I'd stick by her side til the end, so that's what I've got to do K: then you understand that I don't have to... J: I totally respect that, but you understand that I didn't have to tell you, I could have not told you, and you'd find out tomorrow, and 2, this tells you what kind of person I am, because I'm not abandoning my friend just because she abandoned me.. and 3, I want you to know that no matter what I'm doing now, if I'm sequestered, it's not personal, I'll vote based on who played the game the best... I wanted you to know, and I understand that you don't trust me know, and we aren't on the same side or whatever... K: if you get HOH, who are you putting up? J: I haven't decided that yet... I haven't even thought about that yet(giggle)... I take things week by week, until I get HOH there is no point in even thinking about it... K: mmmmm[did he fall back asleep?] K: *sigh* K: *sigh* (Jen is staring at him laying in bed, wondering...) K: so it's because you don't want to abandon April, no other reason? J: nope, I've been thinking about it for some time, we talked, I said don't stoop to their level Kaysar, and how many times I've used the word hypocrite in the DR, and you never abandoned your friend, when everyone was against him, you stuck up for him repeatedly... and that blew your cover, why does Kaysar keep defending Michael, you defended him to the end, you brought him here, that's your partner... you could have easily abandoned him, you even admitted that he was blowing it, but that's not the type of person I am, to turn my back on her, I told her that yesterday, if someone hates me, I'll try even harder to defend them... K: k, I respect that J: I've been honest with you since day one, in this game you can't trust everyone... but I didn't have to come here... maybe you would have figured it out based on how the voting was... K: so where do you stand exactly? J: I have April's back... that's how I came in, and that's how I'll leave... if she leaves before me... things may change.. K: so if April has their back, and you have her back, that means you have their back J: once I get HOH, things may change, I don't know... I told you when you stirred things up, I loved that... I may never get HOH, I may leave next week after telling you this, you never know, but I"m like you, I don't always play things safe... I'm probably, me and April, on both sides, the first to go... so what do I have to lose... like you, stir up the house, you are about to go home... K: I had one shot, I'm going home or I'm going home... I would have had their friendship for a little bit, but I would have lost all respect for myself, people lying to my face just to save... J: I get that with me too, but I think things differently... I fight with goodness, kill me with kindness... K: do you think what I did was wrong? J: no, not at all, I don't judge this game as how you live your life... K: I don't think anyone of them is bad... J: I don't think what we talked about yesterday was wrong, that was playing the game, but I couldn't live with myself if I turned on my friend K: I respect that, what can I say to that J: especially since I'm the one that auditioned... and I'm going to leave her? no matter now strong she says she is, I know that K: I know the reason she's acting this way, she is very emotional, in my opinion J: everyone, we all hate this house... want to go home... I don't think other seasons have been this divided K: this is crazy, you've seen other seasons, there is a huge riff J: no matter how annoying, they don't gang up and get rid of them? [5 finger plan anyone? 4 horsemen? lol] K: you could tell who auditioned, the strong person... you... J: i'd think you over mike K: Ivette.... who else... J: Eric, Janelle, Howie... I'd like to think he doesn't act this way outside the house K: Howie is the more aggressive J: stupid or peverted, but more aggressive... ok, BB, I'm ready to vote K: I didn't expect you to back out... J: I'm sure people are freaking out, seeing me walk up here before going to vote... I forgot you are HOH so you don't have to vote... K: they probably want me to say a few things, so should get up... so you don't know where you stand? J: I have April's back, and I have my back... when you said who do you trust... K: I remember that... I hope your allegience isn't too tight to people who don't respect you J: I also don't want to play too personal... until I get HOH... and nominate those who stab me in the back... to play it strategic K: so you are coming after us? J: you don't think the other team is playing strategic? K: but we are the stronger team J: but you don't nominate a team... 6 people can't win K: that's true J: look at James/Sarah, they were on our team, now they are on yours K: I believe that was because they saw promises made... J: how do you know that won't happen again... K: I'd like to think that's because they thought things thru... I read people very well... I usually know what they are thinking before they tell me[hehe all hail King Kaysar! lol] J: what am I thinking right now? K: I can't tell because I'm half asleep! J: I was thinking something sexual just so you'd have to say it... K: I think you feel if you abandon her, you'll be alone because you don't have a partner, and you are scared.... J: and they'll want to vote me off? There are some that think you just don't like Eric, and it's not a team thing K: they need to get over that... ok, I can't do anything to change your mind, because what you are basing it on is.. reasonable.. it's not like I have place to say no, don't defend your friend J: I thought about that, and thought how you did that with Michael, and defended him to the end... I have to have her back until one of us walks out... unless it's us two at the end... either way we'd both win, but I'm competitive and want to win, I'm BB6 queen! (done chatting, big hugs and she leaves)

9:50 Eric/Maggie talking M: I want what's better for you... whatever you want E: that's hard, better vs what I want... better for me, weigh that out... if I go home, I can do lots, but I made a commitment here, if I can stay... I'd love to see the look on their face... nothing would thrill me more.... M: I understand... everyone is saying it's not fair, it's for the better for you, and I think that, but... I don't care about anyone here... except for you E: that's why I've tried to stay out of it, but I want to stay, I don't want them thinking I'm giving up... it's different than having to choose one or the other... do I want to stay? YES! now, base your decision on both of us wanting to stay... not on me wanting to leave, thats all M: don't pack yet, let's pack together (April/Ivette/Mag join mid-conversation about Bush/Texas/teaching, must be about homeschooling.. yep... April talking about a friend who homeschools her kids) 10:00 (2 cams of Eric insde making a shake, HGs sleeping and empty table still) 10:05 (Eric back outside, Jen/Rachel in the bathroom doing morning routine) 10:10 James is now up also 10:15 James/Rachel in the kitchen R: the other side is freaking out... they are gaming.... I'm telling you... Ivette... J: Beau was being nice yesterday R: what I was saying about Iv, I told her, if you were up against Maggie, who do you think Eric April walks by: stop talking about votes! R: we're not... (April keeps going and my sound is out for a bit, sound comes back and others are walking thru, sounds of icecube trays) J: I'm trying to have her understand R: you (something... need to, can't?) get thru to her... what gets to me is how everybody... J: like Kaysar said to her, you are going home... R: tell her that way... tell her, Ivette, everybody would vote against you... J: she won't hear R: exactly, because she's not grasping it... that's what she needs to grasp... 10:20 James leaves the kitchen to work out in the gym, Beau is up and walks by the kitchen ending up in the bathroom where April is fixing her face[think she was called to DR], Rachel cleaning off the counters.... 10:25 Rachel takes her food to the gym, mentions having 'fresher' bread... Sarah joins them, James shares about last night, Howie working out in the yard, running hurdles over the lawn chairs, Sarah leaves... they whisper strategy [whispers combined with echo from the small room make hearing them very hard!] J: they were arguing about... [April/Jen?] R: how can you say Howie would be going up[refering to Eric's chat with Rach earlier?]

9:15 Jen: Eric, I need to talk to you E: you need to talk to me now? want to go over to the hammock? Jen: can I brush my teeth? E: ok E/I on patio E: hey, I think I really got Rachel thinking now... I told her what makes you think... I: she may come back and think we are talking.. E: so far, everytime I give my word, it's been gold I: don't let her think we are talking, let her think about it E: I think I got her thinking (M joins them) M: what do you want, I have people that matter asking me what you want E: I'm preparing to leave M: but you wouldn't be disappointed to stay? E: I want revenge, even if it's just tomorrow night, to see their faces if you leave and I stay, even if I leave the next week.. is that why Jen wants to talk to me? Has she come to you? I: Beau knows to vote for Cappy[vote to stay or leave?] (April comes out) E: I can't give up M: I'm not asking you E: I'm just preparing myself to go home, and the advantages, not that I want to, but I'm preparing myself, but I want to stay, give them a taste of their own medicine... A: Howie said, if I'm on the block, I'll fight for every vote! (Jen comes out, talk with Eric on recliner) J: the other day, I thought we were all voting for Maggie to leave, then you said to vote strategically E: look, I want to stay, nothing would bring greater satisfaction, even if I leave next week, to see the look on their faces, worth the $500,000, because they think they have this in the bag... I want to stay... if you are asking if I want to stay, I want to... I want people gone from this house that don't deserve, I expected to decieve and withhold, but they've taken it to another level... J: we have 4, I don't know where Rachel stands... E: between you and me, I just talked with Rachel... (he reviews his conversation with Rachel)... next week, if James wins, what makes you think he wouldn't put you up, after what you've seen him do with Kaysar? where is the loyalty... look at my side... if you vote my way... you've made a statement... what makes you think they'll come at this side? J: because they hate us so much? E: they hate me J: but we've supported you E: they could put up Iv and you(jen)... all I was telling Rachel is, how can you trust anything James says... can you trust me? that second vote for Ashlea, it didn't affect anyone... James was going to use that... then told April that was my idea... so I think I've got Rachel thinking... why does Howie think they have any loyalty... I told Jan, if I put you up, I don't want you to go, and that's what happened... Back to your original thing... do I want to stay, yea, I want to stay... J: last night I told Maggie, I know you want to go, but so does Eric... but you didn't audition... but Eric has prepared to go... and then to stay... how bad would that be, if your family was excited you were coming home, and then you don't E: they expect me to be gone for 3 months... we need 1 vote, if we get 1, we'll get 2... if Howie and Rachel, just say they were willing to vote our way, they are the majority again... J: Howie won't vote our way, Rachel might E: Rachel won't if Howie won't... I want to stay... (break and back to the group) E: listen April, I don't want confusion.. I want to stay... I've been preparing to leave, ok.. I don't think this is 100% over yet... even if I left the next week, just to see the look on their face would be worth everything... personally I don't see Rach coming without Howie A: will you talk to Howie? E: I might... I explained to Rach the reason I haven't spoken to him, is 12 hours before this, he said he wanted me in the final 4... I'll let Rach explain it to him, I don't think I need to talk to him... A: I'm sorry, but Howie goes with the majority... E: that's what I said, anything I've said I've been good on... now you are aligning yourself with two that would screw you... you can ask her(point to Maggie)... James came to me in the second week, said Howie and Rach are together, thought they were bro/sis, they have to go down... Rachel didn't know that, until I just told her, she didn't know... and Iv just told me James said it was my idea to give the second vote to Ashlea... he came to me, said what do you think about me voting for Kaysar.. I said for who, he said I don't know, we'll use it later... then he told April it was my idea... A: he didn't say it was your idea.. but said you knew about it... I: 99% sure he said it was Eric's idea... A: I think he made it sound like it was both E: he thought it and I said do what you want... I: they keep throwing that 5 minute alliance... for the first 5 minutes, I wanted to be with Janelle! A: I didn't do any of that E: the reason was we were the minority... you were the majority... E: guys, I'm not going out without a fight... I: I told him, he's only HOH for a week E: I can't understand why Rach/How would trust them M: I don't think they do 9:40 E: his justification, is that I was safe initially... because of the veto... there's a time limit... M: he said, yes, I swore on my life, but I meant it at the time... that's why I say don't swear on your kids, it doesn't have a place in this game.. A: last night I had a dream we got to go home, but couldn't ask any questions... my brother said I'm getting air time at least twice before commercials (talk about April's family, cams switch to Rachel doing her hair, sleeping HGs and empty table)

9:05 I: Kay said, until one of us pushes the restart button R: is that what he said? I: yea, he said we were a big family, and he had to push the restart button... E: look at them, they walk around moping, we are the ones doing the sack races[?] R: well, I'm not going to say alot, but I know what I'd like to see happen... but... I'm not going to say anything E: I'm not R: but I think you know what I'm saying, what I'd like to see happen, and I mean that... E: well, I'll be watching I: how I wish that one of them would vote for Cappy, and drive them crazy, who did the vote... seriously, how could you vote for Ashlea the first week, and watch us go crazy E: he said he would use that later I: how could James sit there and not tell me about voting for Ashlea E: I said I'd never lie to you... I withheld information... but I never told you I: and he can sit there and say you aren't loyal? E: exactly... once he screwed me, everything was coming out of the bag I: he sat there and wouldn't say, when I asked him.. E: he was going to use that on anybody... I said that's your choice, your decision... he thinks I I: he said that was your idea E: you're kidding me.. look me in the eye and tell me that... (she repeats)... swear to me you aren't lying... I: in the bedroom, April called him out on it, he said that was Eric's idea... I don't care anymore... E: unbelievable... he's just... he never ceases to amaze me with his amount of lies... you'll see the tapes, and it will confirm everything I've told you... R: Eric? E: I know.. just watch your back.. what does Howie think of him? R: he can't stand him E: then why does he go along? that's what I don't understand.. I'm not trying to change votes, but... R: that's what I've said... if someone over there gets HOH... you've got me... E: but if someone from this side wins, they will be looking to break up pairs, and you and Howie.. R: I realize that... E: I'm just telling you, I hope you and Howie are making the right choice R: if he hadn't won that, he'd be going home... E: what I can't understand why you and Howie are going along, if this is James's idea, you have to do what is right for you strategically R: I've been talking to him about that... E: I know Janelle and I... I told her last week... if I put you up I'm not voting you to leave.... I've proven if I give you my word it's good as gold, if 12 hours before Howie said he wanted to see me in the final 4... then he goes up there.. that's why I can't talk to him, I can't look him in the eye.. that's a hypocrite... BB: attention HG... E: then 12 hours later, he's in on it, I know he's not happy about it... if you didn't vote that way, you know you'd have me, I will look at everyone I've looked at, I'll take you as far as I can... I will tell you (plane)... if James wins, I would not be surprised if he'd put you two up, because you are a pair... Howie wants to play the middle, but if you tetter toter... I think this is the time to take a stand... but I think differently, maybe I just don't belong here... I've never said anything to Howie that I've lied about... never once, and that's proven itself... but those guys have... James wanted to put you guys up, soon as he found you out... (Ivette has been working on the pool, Eric starts helping her, Jen comes out, Rachel goes in)

8:23 Eric/Ivette on the patio E: you don't have to justify who you nominate I: I was telling Maggie last night, the sad thing is, if Howie were walking down South Beach, Jan wouldn't give him a second of the day, ok? It's a sad, sad thing... E: I haven't spoken a single solitary word to her in 3 days... only 6 words to James, because I had to, didn't have a choice I: I don't know what to think of them anymore E: all of a sudden James is best friends with Janelle, I guess that's what you have to do in the game, but I'm not going to, no way I: it's a shady, shady house(she's NOT talking about the sun lol) E: definately feels like the fun has been taken out of this I: it was commented to me that you took the fun out of this game, because you revealed everyone... they want to know everyone, but not have it revealed? E: me and Maggie are the ones with the strong connection, they have only dated 3 months I: Kaysar said he and Janelle are connected now in the house because of Michael... did they think they were only going to reveal you and Maggie? E: that's the arrogence... did you hear he was going to wear the shirt with 21, because that was my number in the academy.. like that's going to bother me... like I care about what he does... he's dead to me I: the sad thing is, he gave Sarah the same justifications that he gave me, and she ate it up... E: you can see it coming a mile away, he get's caught up in his lies that he can't see the truth... E: he tried to get people to think the first time he went to talk with Kaysar, it was just to use the bathroom... like people are going to believe that... do you really think we are that stupid? So that gave him an opportunity again I: he was frazzled when Kaysar got HOH... said if he got HOH next week, Howie is going up, and now they are BFF? Whatever floats your boat... they were going out 4 months before coming in this house.. this will make or break them E: did you hear them bickering at the chess table last night? I: how I would love... E: to see Rachel switch her vote? I: but she won't do it, will she? E: nope, no way I: it'd make them go crazy against each other... E: ain't gonna happen though... she doesn't have the guts... doesn't have the strength to do that, because she's indebted to Howie for bringing her in... I: and? he brought her because he had to bring someone... E: like Ellimidate wasn't enough I: he's in here to make his name... E: the reason I came was for the money, only reason, wasn't for fame, any of that... and I'm leaving because I don't want the money[unwilling to sell Maggie out?] I realized the minute I walked thru the door... that I didn't belong here... if buy some luck I'm here Thursday... they'll pay a price, even if I leave next week, but when I walked thru the door, I knew I didn't belong here with these people, or you, you won't sell your soul for $500,000... no amount of money is worth that... but, you still have to play... you made a commitment, and you have to play... not within their set of morals... you still have to win... and that's what they are banking on... they are short on their cards.. at least to this point, but they are banking on winning every HOH or veto... which is fine... but you have to execute... I: BB just gave them the veto, know what I'm saying? E: everyone will have their time... I had HOH... just goes to show you, don't stick your neck out... don't believe anyone if they try to cut a deal, even if they swear on it... even if it's a religious man... I: let's say I put up James/Kaysar... and one's off... Howie? E: I'd put Janelle... one of the core 4, depending on the POV... Howie is the least... bottom to top of those 4... Howie, Jan, Kaysar, James, top four most wanted... but you have to knock one of them off... I: would be great if there was a double eviction next week... but it's too early E: that's the way I'd do it I: I know the 5 of you aren't in agree-ance with me, but to take 10 steps forward, you have to take 1 step back... E: what was he talking about?!?!?!?! [not sure who they are talking about, Kaysar?] I: it's a shame I don't think very highly... E: I was like, dude... I: there are certain people in this world, would put a gun to their head, rather than stand for what they believe... E: then they'll try to explain it, it's unbelievable I: when people are behind them, they are strong, but when they are out on their own... he'd be the DA's favorite informant E: they wouldn't have to find him, he'd be knocking on the door 8:45 Rachel joins them... E: do you have any idea what he was talking about at the veto ceremony? 10 steps forward, one step back R: I have no idea, and I couldn't understand James because he was talking so fast... (Ivette reinacts Kaysar's speech at the POV ceremony) R: that was good Ivette I: what did he do, get 10 steps closer to Allah? that's why I said to him, you brought in, how dare you bring in the Koran, so sacred... does the Koran mean something in this place? Absolutely not... from girls hanging out in bikinis all day... E: did you see him in the kitchen, giving Jen a massage? R: he does that to me also, and Howie also! E: but he's not supposed to even hold hands... I: I say he burned it, because he burned it himself E: when someone swears on his life... R: that's bad E: if he had asked to I have to swear on my life, I'd have said no I: sitting out here with Maggie, he said I can't talk back about people... I asked do you think you can play this game without screwing people over... and he said I think it can be done... and two days later! E: that's why I'm walking out the door tomorrow night, I refuse to sell my soul to get farther.. that's what he did, he sold his soul I: when I got set aside by James, he said I saved you, because you were going up this week... but he had told me him and Maggie were put up, because him and Maggie were a threat, and to reveal Maggie and Eric, so where was I a threat... he said if he came off, I was going up so he saved me... R: that makes sense.. it doesn't make sense but it does make sense... if Maggie or Ivette had won it, they were boxed in E: but they had 2 to 1 odds I: what I'm saying is... what if James hadn't got off veto... Eric was still the target... so where did I fit in that... he said they really hate me and I was the one they were after... james came to me the second day saying Janelle was after me... what upsets me, I look at these people... (tells Rachel the Howie/southbeach story), sickens me how Janelle is using Howie to her advantage... if she was up, he would protect her... the relationships that are so not honest... E: I didn't know you all revealed your pairs the night before I: James comes to me, says did Cappy have to go and ruin the game? R: I think everyone already knew... E: so did I reveal the truth, or take the fun out of it? I: April and Jen, I can say I was clueless R: I knew Eric and Maggie knew I: so I was supposed to stay clueless? you 6 were supposed to keep the upperhand? R: quite frankly, I didn't think anyone didn't know still at that point I: I can say I was still, I had heard a flash but didn't think... I heard about Eric and Maggie, but didn't think... I was trying to hook up James and Sarah, you and Howie R: that's been a joke for so long, me and Howie... E: James came to me in the second week about you two, said we need to get rid of them... he thought you were brother/sisters, said we need to get rid of them... (Rachel says she didn't know that) ask him and see if he lies again 8:55 I: part that upsets me is that they are trying to make it seem like Eric took the fun out of the game... you were supposed to sit there knowing everying, and not us? E: and now he's upset that I won't acknowledge his presence? the thing is, you are trying to rationalize with them... what guy says he's 29, is going to get a law degree, and run for polotics... why would you even make something up like that? I: why come in here lying about your profession? R: when you start making up lies... E: that you don't even have to make up.. that should give you a clue, the kind of individual he is... and to say he works with gifted children, where does he come with that... going to law school, and only has his associates degree... says a degree is so important... but is 29 with only an associates? I don't get that R: I agree... I: tomorrow is thursday, it's HOH? E: yea, he's coming at everyone, I'm not looking to change your vote, but... he even said for me to put you two up when I had HOH... whatever... I: I'm still not over some things that happened this week, I'm dumbstruck E: I just don't know how Kaysar can look in the mirror... not game, I just can't give someone my word, so much that I couldn't compete with Maggie... remember I told him I wouldn't compete, and I wouldn't even with Maggie... she didn't even ask me about it, not once, because she knows my word is gold... how can you do that, I don't care if it's a game or not... I: you have to realize, people on this side have stuff to go home to... E: look at him, he's living with his parents.. I: I asked him, and he said well... I said what do you mean, just say you live with your parents, what's up with making up your life R: that I don't understand I: made up ages, made up lies R: that I could never do E: because people want that life I: nobody questioned you Rachel... R: I did say the midwest... I: know who caught that? James... he said Howie's from Chicago... call me stupid, but I never put two and two together... E: they make it up, because they want that life I: I can't keep up with them... E: it's ok I: the part about HOH, no matter what happens, he said we were thinking 3 steps ahead... you can't say that... how many times have we said think week to week... how can you say that it all worked out... 9:00 R: umm, ok, can I say one thing....think about what you just said... think about what you just said, in respect to what they are thinking right now... [E/I need to be quiet and let Rachel share!!!!] I: they think they have it all planned out... E: way too many variables... I: til the BB gods bless us.. .they think they have it all planned out, I told Maggie if they get it, one of use are out E: if they win, you two are going up for sure [let Rachel talk!] E: then they'll implode, their word isn't... I told Rachel, if Howie and her want to get to the end, you can't trust them I: how I'd love tomorrow to be here E: I'm packing soon as everyone is up.. I'll pack today... I: I could pack your stuff in 2 seconds too!

agree, I'd be all over that house... especially when they say they are bored?!?!?!? Think about this... the gym door had 5 buttons... I'd try a one digit combination first, that's 5 numbers... then 2 digits... that's 25 numbers.. then 3 digits would be 125 combinations... that door could have been opened by trying numbers in less than 10 minutes! lol

Jan/James/Howie gold room H: we are in for a dog fight, this is the most ultimate HOH James: I like our odds Jan: we have to win James: I want this so bad Jan: if they win, who will they put up? James, probably me, and Kaysar... and if we get off, Jan James: you know, we are all liars Jan: but they are the biggest James: it's one thing to be a liar, but when you are caught, to continue, on and on... after you are caught... that's why I want HOH so much, I'll tear out all his ideas, tell them they were part of a cult, and they were sheep... until I cleansed myself Jan: you were brainwashed for a week James: it's like you pledge your loyalty to this fool... How: we got to win, I like our shot... we lose Kaysar because he's HOH, they loose Eric... I like our odds... Jan: there is no way one of us can't make it to the final two... James: we have all tried being nice this week, we had to put up with them over and over... I want to talk to the group, see if we should turn it up a notch... Eric's in there talking, and we are being nice... I don't think they understand what they are dealing with Howie: you better hope you win HOH! James: some work better when they are scared, I'm like that, when my backs against the wall... they think they will coast... I want us to put the fear of... there is no reason when we are the dominate group... if Rachel went to them and said you better hope you win HOH... Howie: this is the biggest HOH of the year, maybe in history.. if we get it we start chiseling again... James: April doesn't work good when she's emotional... Maggie is scared when Eric is gone... when he... I want to make a group decision.. it can't be one or the other... I want to look at them, and say, every single one of you is next... the HOH comp will be... when we go out... everyone of you is next, we have the order figured out already! They've been playing dirty all this time... why should we be... James: why should they be the one going around talking... Howie: until you get the HOH key... talk means nothing... James: it depends on how you are motivated, he is going around... they don't see the reality of the repercusions... Howie: if I was them, looking across... I don't like this football game, I want to repick the game James: on the surfboard... you got on one end, I got on the other, and we gave out orders, how it should be... Howie: I'm due, you're due, you're due... we are all due for an HOH... after Eric walks out the door, they haven't had anyone win HOH James: the only one to win anything... when Eric is out, they haven't won anything... Jenny ate a snake... Howie: I could have eaten that, and I can't eat anything (Kaysar back from DR) James: I was telling them... Howie: we need to tell them, who has a better chance of winning HOH, you're group or ours? Kay: here's what I was thinking, Wed is the day to vote... their core of the group is free.. sometime around 10, before the first group is cast, I'm calling A/Jen to the room... and hold them their, they go to DR and vote, then keep them until the next day... James: will that work? you can't take hostages... Kay:I'll tell them, I don't trust you, I thought you were smarter... last night I was recapping... James: Rachel is out there... Kay: she heard something last night, they thought she was sleeping, she wants to tell me after the lockdown... they are all in the bathroom, Eric was talking... Jan: it's his game... James: they don't understand the organizational structure that we have... I think I act better under pressure, Jan does... I want to put pressure on them when Eric walks out the door... this is the biggest HOH in your life Kay: here's the thing... let's do it in a team way.. the perfect timing is... when they see their leader walk out that door... what will we say? Jan: I'll say Maggie you better win HOH because if I do you are gone! Kay: you better pray to God that you get HOH... (feed of Mag/Jen in gym overshadowing sound, Sarah in GR also) Jan: they are thinking about themself, trying to stay, they need to think about their partners... they don't care about each other Howie: two things will keep them from winning, fear and common sense (GR whispers very hard to hear) Kay: what is nice, we are taking the back seat, letting them get worked up [hehe funny to see them all gettting worked up and emotional over the game, talking about the other group getting worked up, while on the other camera it's Mag/Jen in the gym working out and talking about other things]

Kay/James on the couches... K: why don't we play it cool til the time comes, this is the time of observation J: there is nothing left to observe K: there is no room for A/Jen... I was up from 4 to 6, thinking all night... they think we're the big target, so whatever it takes, lie to our face, cry, do anything, anything goes, I'm not down for that, I sat there, April is I trust you I trust you... lie to my face... nothing has changed, except we have to send a message, after Mag we take out April [amazing how power of HOH has a way of going to their head lol] J: or Jen... K: or Jen, we don't know... J: don't get angry K: I don't get angry, I get even... game on... game on... J: this week's done K: this is when the planning begins J: the planning is done... I was having fun... K: I came up with an idea last night... I'll tell you later... J: wait til the door opens... wake those two up...

E/M/I in the bathroom E: I've been asked many times, that as soon as she went up, I still had my word, why didn't I go back, that I wouldn't get involved in the veto competition... she knows my word is gold, and she never questioned that for a second... M: never once did I ask him to join me in the POV I: but it wasn't a fair one anyways E: no it wasn't I: even if you had gone in... E: if you only knew what a good chess player some people in this house are, you'd know they were screwed from the get go I: absolutely... was it a well earned one? M: no E: no, and I expressed.. voiced my opinion on that... I: that's why they put it in bold letters, nothing is up for negotions... should have read between the lines E: I did, I know that, they can I: I didn't know it would be like this E: they can make this road wind anyway they want M: and only we will know that... (Ivette notices she has lost some weight from last week) E: I've expressed how I felt about that, and they were like no no no, but I have control of myself... I'm sure it's upsetting some people, that I'm not grovelling and trying to cut deals... April comes in... tells BB is going to throw her an HOH

E: don't let anything James does Thursday get to you M: I know what he's going to do... E: are you going to tell me? M: no, because it will get to you... E: I'd like a heads up... M: he's going to wear your hockey number E: 21? that's not my number... that shows him how stupid he is... that won't bother me... (walk to the gym with Ivette) I: if Rachel votes with them.. don't tell me you don't have any control over it... M: that's why I didn't put anything in Kaysar saying I bet my life until I saw who he put up I: you have control to change it R: she asked me about Iv and Jan this morning... I told her she hasn't picked up anything... and James came saying she wanted her out.. he was scheming from the first day... M: I will tell you, the fact James came and kissed you in the night E: what was that all about? M: how do you think we feel about that? I: he's trying... E: I understand you have a game to play M: you promise me if you get HOH you'll put him up E: night before, when you came to me with his explanations... then he comes kissing you... put me in your spot... I: I understand... I've got two enemies... E: that's what I said, keep your enemies closer I: Kay/Jan hate me... no one else has 2 that hate them E: except me M: and me I: I've got my things to say to them, but... I'm not now... he knows, I don't hang out with him E: he's looking for insurance... being how you are, I'm surprised you allowed that.. to me it would have made my skin crawl... when I saw that, I was I don't know what to think... M: the first week, you were so adamant... but you aren't that way with james... it's hard for us to comprehend... I: I've already told you guys... it upsets me, because you know who I hang out with... E: if you're telling me you're keeping your enemies closer I: I have! E: ok I: you sat and coached me, don't let your emotions control you... [little tense but they seem to be on the same page still] Ivette goes back to the kitchen, E/M to the bathroom M: I'm going to be left with no one... they know I wouldn't put them up! E: but you have to trust them! Eric walks back to kitchen

more in the kitchen.. M: if Kaysar plays James, and they win and he comes off.. then what? E: that's the problem, then they are both safe... M: is there a way around that? E: put them up together, then one of them goes.. they can't play for each other... that's the only way to avoid that from happening... [i was wondering about their logic a minute ago...] Ivette is with them E: we are trying to guarantee a way that one of the ones we want to go I: there are no guarantees E: at least one of the double headed snakes goes...

Eric/Maggie conversation... M: what about, for the next HOH... Kaysar... and let me give you 3 sets... Rachel's gonna play for Howie... if her and Howie get it, they are gonna take him off... E: and put up James... M: mmhmm... Kaysar's gonna pick James to play for him... E: right M: Kaysar won't come off... and he'll be gone, we'll vote Kaysar off before we vote out Howie... (then she questions Ivette not getting upset at James for him kissing her this morning) M: if anyone did that, she would have thrown a fit, what does that tell you... E: or she's keeping her enemies closer? That's the other side, and she may not be playing it too bad M: but Beau her partner asked her, and there was no discusion... BB: Maggie, please check your mic... and she realizes she left it in the bathroom... they come back walking to the kitchen... E: no, I do like that... either way you are cutting one of the heads off...

11:28 April/Jen talking to Rachel outside about the 'other reality' show that they both auditioned for... J: not to mention, we met auditioning for another reality show, so you are the type... R: you both met, auditioning for another show? J: I don't think we can say.. it's on right now... A: we made it to the semi-finals.. J: you probably haven't heard of it... A: it's the only one that I ever... J: but the thing is, we didn't know, it's the first season.. A: and when I watched the first one, I was soooo... J: we watched it, not together, she was watching at home, I was watching at home, and we'd call each other during commercial breaks... A: we were like, so happy we didn't do this... and we were like, now we know why we didn't make it! R: you'll have to tell me after this... A: you'll laugh! R: I will not! J: we did not fit! I was trying to be someone I wasn't A: I was too... they looked at... after I did my video interview.. the guy was talking to me, you so made it, you're going to be the Omarosa on the show... I'm so not like her, that's not a bad thing, but.... fish... J: (back) I'm so anti-sorority... like I'm banned from it... they will hate that I say I was part of it... fish... April/Jen/Rachel/Ivette/Maggie talk about soroities... and stuff... BB: Maggie, please check your microphone M: you just gave it to me!

10:16 back from about 15 minutes of fish... Mag/Iv/Rach/Eric/Jen at patio... Iv/Eric continuing an explaination about 'something' that gives the smart choice about losing weight... a book Ivette has been reading? Iv says she lost 10 pounds, then went into sequester and only had junk, and bars... Maggie questions her, bars?!?! ohh, granola bars and the like... April starts to share, and back to fish... 10:23 badk from fish, nothing seems to have change... Maggie sharing she went thru 2 years of college in Calif to be a doctor, decided to be a nurse instead, but her credits wouldn't transfer in Calif, so she ended up in UMass Boston for 3 years... HGs question what time it is... Ivette says it's time for breakfast, Rachel says it's pre-lunch time for her! [lol] Eric says his finger is better... 'almost closing up'... Jen wants to touch it and says 'it is soft and gooey!' Maggie wishes she'd brought more Boston clothing, but didn't want to push the pairing with Eric... Ivette shares that Beau's plan is to come on to Howie in exchange for voting to keep Eric... E: if I'm not going to grovel, I don't want Beau to grovel in his own way! lol (Rachel/Jen get to hear about it also) discussion that BB changed Jen's haircolor before going in the house, now she wants it touched up, but doesn't know how to do it even if they provide the supplies... 10:32 talk of dogs, training the dogs... dogs sleeping in bed... snoring dogs....

9:48 Rach/Jen/Eric/Mag on patio discuss what BB isn't giving them... garlic... Biotene for April's mouth... E: how about if she stops smoking? I quit... started dipping, but then I quit that... M: she's gonna run out... E: then she'll be... J: gonna be?!?!? lol then she started talking behiind my back... E: behind? she was doing that to your face! J: I mean later... I should have brought a closer friend... M: you need a friend in the house... J: she's talking about me... E: no she isn't ... J: she is to Ivette E: you all need to figure this out before Thursday... brief fish... [?] J: it's not a big deal... it's because we are so opposite... a lot in the house think I'm strategizing, because I'm quiet... if she was a close friend from home, she'd know that and say she's just like that... most times I'm quiet I'm not thinking about the game, I'm thinking about Dan M: most times people are talking it's about your relationship with Dan[that she has been with him so long with no commitment?] J: many think I'm insecure because of it... M: I know your heart is slowly breaking E: some say Dan this and Dan that... I say you don't know the man... there are 3 sides... I haven't met the man... it's between you Dan and the Lord... it will work out one way or the other... (another HG joins them) R: you know what I've said... after this, I'll tell you more about my last one... I understand... there may be certain aspects about yours that I understand, and I'll share later J: there are things you can't say because we are on tv... I thought about not saying things because we are on tv, but the part I'm saying makes me look like a victim... E: I don't judge you because of what you've saie R: everything you do, you learn E: some things you say and do you can't take back R: very very true E: but the way you learn that is by doing... but I don't regret the mistakes[fish-wakeupcall?] 9:57 (Ivette is out with them) E: hey Ivette, did you take my hat off the nightstand? (yes she did) E: back to conversation: I don't have ill will towards them... I don't resent them, they played their game within their confines... I just choose not to talk to them... it's not to intimidate them or any of that stuff... I think people understand that... it's not an intimidation thing M: it's so funny, when people use the word intimidation, I don't feel that way, ever... you know, Boston did that to me... work, walk down the street I want... people eat that stuff alive... don't know if it's the way my dad raised me... I think people are scary.. but they don't intimidate me... I don't have time for that... I don't give them the choice.... but people scare me... patients lol E: last callback I was on, roll up on a motor vehicle accident, go past another one on the way... first doesn't have injuries... I tell the ambulance let's go to the other.. he jokes with me... is that a direct order? I hear on the radio from my friend... I need the police, expidite... I call on the radio.. are you code-4.. meaning are you ok, he says yes, but expidite... then he says how long, he's seconds from saying he is in trouble... we head there... as we pull up we see a guy posturing up to my buddy... M: why didn't he get back in the ambulance... E: he's 220.. big dude.. from Chicago... M: I'm trying to think who it is... E: has a Cubs tatoo right here... M: I know who that is! E: I get out, call on radio, we are code-4 but it's esculating... R: code-4 is ok... can't you do a code-5? it's getting worse? [lol] E: we had another that could speak spanish, and he de-esculated it right away... I asked my buddy, were you intimidated? He said no way! it was just a fender bender, but the guy was trying to leave... M: we just say bye-bye... Eric telling other stories about calls to bad areas/drugs... Maggie suggest not giving so much detail, station numbers/etc... we end up with fish...

9:35 Eric/Rachel/Maggie on the patio M: today's only Tuesday isn't it? E: I was wondering if something's going on, because they took the stuff off the canvas... [?] E: I'm ready to go back to work, and face all they will say... but I'm deserve it... if you put yourself out there... M: if you go, go to the ER and say hello to everyone for me R: will you get to go back to the same hospital M: maybe E: I think there are some there that will want her back... I really didn't get to see her work much until right before the show... they are busier so we try to stay away from them... we brought them a code... cardiac arrest... talk of taxes, Vegas, horses... Jenny comes out to join them... Eric says she seems all happy this morning.. she says it's because she's done her morning stuff, brush hair, contacts/etc... Maggie's arm fell asleep rubbing Jen's back lastnight...

9:20 Rachel/Eric outside R: this has been good for me, because usually I can't sleep with any light/noise E: you kind of get used to it R: I feel like I'm cured! lol E: you'll find happiness with a guy, you are too nice of a person, just don't force it... every time I've tried to force it... R: my last relationship was like that E: but you are maybe maybe maybe R: red flag red flag red flag E: it comes with wisdom... being on this earth a long time R: I agree E: before even coming in, you look back on your life, because they are doing background checks and stuff for the application process... R: yep... most definately... E: there was a lot of thinking taking place... E: it's mentally draining because you are constantly thinking R: that's why I'm so tired at the end of the day E: I'm used to being around men and women of honor and integrity, maybe higher than normal because of the job they are in, so for me it was difficult... which is my fault, not their fault... because they used that to the best of their advantage... E: I'm not saying this to make you feel bad, just verbalizing my own thoughts R: if I didn't feel bad I wouldn't be human E: but there are some in here that don't feel bad, they think it's part of the game, and that's ok... like I said I'm ready, I learned I'll never volunteer for something that takes me away from my family.... I'll never do it again... Julie, she is my best friend, doesn't make a move without us talking, we always talk, someone to bounce it off of, has to be difficult for her... and she is a strong, strong, strong woman, but you still need someone to bounce things off... R: I sure hope I'm as lucky as you are one day E: I've said, you could have had any man you want, I'm the lucky one, she chose me, or we chose each other... 9:35 Eric moving the pool cleaning hoses around... Maggie is up and outside with Rachel/Eric, Jen up in the bathroom