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  1. 11:35 pm BBT Nicole: “We’re just chatting, I was going to come find you” Michie comes into the RV. They are talking about whether or not they are done packing and discuss what they will wear tomorrow. Nicole likes the idea of walking out like you walked in but America hasn’t seen him fancy and she thinks he should look nice. Holly likes her black dress. Nicole didn’t ask them for a strapless bra and hope her tube bra holds everything in. Michie wants to chat - Holly leaves to go get his flannel shirt. Nicole: “Sitting next to me I think people would see you more as an individual. As an individual he fought, I think that would work in your favor. Obviously I’m biased towards myself, I’d lie if I said I’m not. I want to see myself in the F2, it’s what I came here for - I’ve seen it since the very beginning. I told you I’ve - even though you scared me I’ve seen it since the very beginning - yeah, you say you like when things come full circle and in the boat room on Day 1, we’ve come full circle. To be honest I respect this game too much, I respect your game too much and fought very hard to get here. I wouldn’t be butt hurt if it didn’t work out if you are to win and choose me, it would mean the world to me, it would be tremendous. I can’t even begin to describe just wanting to sit in those chairs BUT if you didn’t again I can respect that. I’ve respected both of your games for too long to sit there and say ‘that’s not fair’ and I’ll walk out with my head held high. So, I guess my main thing in speaking to you is I don’t want you to think oh my jokes are my way of like ‘I want to be third, I don’t want to be third. I just want to be considered, I just want you guys to really think through everything and like you were saying the other day like not only who do you think you could win against —- but if you were to lose, who would you rather lose to. I know you spoke a lot to me before the second part of the HOH, rightly so because there was a potential I could win, I know you spoke a lot about respecting game (MIchie keeps yawning but said he meant it) why kind of game would you like to sit next to and I would hope you would respect both our games. And I just hope it’s a consideration, I respect your game a lot and I hope it’s mutual. At least that little glimmer of consideration. You work through all the pros and cons of jury all the pros and cons of who you send out and who you keep and who you are sitting next to and what will happen. How to build your argument against - not only against - but against the other person who would you rather build your argument against.” Michie: “I’m sitting up there regardless of which one, it will be the first time I’ve campaigned against y’all. And it’s going to be tough. I’ve never once campaigned for either one of you to leave this house, ever. I’ve done the opposite. And...” Nicole: “And who do you want to campaign against yourself and who do you think would give you better odds with the jury like ‘oh wow’. There is an argument he’s been in a showmance all summer and now he’s picking on her - I dont’ know, you know what I mean?” Michie: “I’m thinking about this myself. If I win, my decision literally won’t be made until right beforehand. You know what I mean? I’ve been tossing and turning the past few nights.” Nicole: “I said to Holly as well even if it’s the last second and you’ve just won — think and consider there’s no weeks after this (Michie yawns again and says huh-uh), no time ‘if I do this, I guess they won’t vote for me, if I do this I guess I would be breaking a deal’. It happens, it’s done. Do what’s best for Michie and I know you have done it this whole game and I don’t expect otherwise, just in that moment don’t think about, you know, trust and alliances and deals. It’s Michie’s ultimate decision, you are making your decision...” Michie: “If I’m not up there, if she wins and picks you it would be a tough pill to swallow but I would respect it and I would vote according to game play.” Nicole: “If you were to win it I wouldn’t be sitting there like I would never ever think that - I would have that glimmer of hope, I really really want it but I would never expect it because I don’t believe anyone owes you anything. Of course I would be disappointed walking out but I respect both of your games so much and I wouldn’t refuse—- Like I said just the consideration and just thinking things through tonight and who you can better build an argument against and who you better advocate for yourself when you’re sitting next to that person. I know it’s not really pleading my case in getting answers for me, let me know. I’m not in the third part, I can’t win it. I am giving you guys the advice I would give myself — Just do you. Just you aside from everything else game-wise, personal especially at this point is irrelevant. Game wise who do you want to sit next to for this life changing vote. And that’s my campaign.” Michie: “I will be thinking about all those”. Nicole goes over again with Michie about leading a small life, just her and her family. She drives 5 minutes to work and teaches pre-school and that’s her life. She feels honored whoever she sits next to and remember she really, really, really wants it.” Michie: “I know what you mean, I love you to death. No matter what happens we will be close outside of the house.” Nicole: “I know that” Michie: “Give me a hug”. 11:50 pm BBT (I think - Nana) The camera shows Nicole sitting in her robe waiting in the other room. Michie and Nicole give each other big hugs. Holly is going over her speech. Michie and Nicole come back into the WA with Holly and both are smiling. Nicole says she campaigned - “I love you both and whatever happens tomorrow”. Nicole takes off her nail polish. Michie is lying down on the couch on Holly’s lap. The mood has calmed down and Michie has his eyes closed. Nicole puts on her nail polish. Nicole is still nervously is talking with Holly about their hair and make-up tomorrow. Holly isn’t sure she will have time to do Nicole’s. Michie talks about the new confidence Nicole had after day 78 and BB comics. Nicole and Michie are still in the WA. Nicole tells Michie she underestimated Holly’s game and how she was playing. They all are wondering how the jury is leaning on who they want to win. There’s no jury round table for the third person so whoever goes out third won’t know what happened. They go through the different ways jurors look at how they pick a winner. Game play, social game, and others possibilities. Nicole tells Michie she isn’t trying to scare him and he says it’s what he’s been thinking about all week. Nicole thinks Christie will really be mad with her and possibly Tommy will be very angry with Nicole also. They have no way of knowing what the influence among the jurors is at this point and it’s ‘horrifying’. Nicole thinks if they had been three individuals it would be easier to compare them as players. A couple is more like - who pulled more weight or who was nicer. Nicole doesn’t know who she will vote for if she has a vote, but she will just be proud to be sitting in a chair on stage. NIcole brings up again how the last person will vote. (3rd place). Michie again is trying to sleep on the couch. They aren’t sure where Holly is at the moment. Orwell sits silently taking it all in...He has no input tonight. Nicole is back at the kitchen table looking at the memory wall. [I’m thinking she’s trying to count who would vote for who - Nana] The house is finally quiet. Nicole goes to the RV area with Holly. Holly asks her how her campaign went and Nicole says good. She felt she was able to say her piece to Holly and have faith. Holly feels physically ill. Nicole lets Holly know she really wants to sit next to Holly. Holly tells her her gut is twisted as she feels she deserves to be sitting up there. she feels the weight of it on Nicole and Michie as they also feel they deserve to be up there. Nicole reiterates they can’t know if they have a chance as they don’t know what the jury will do. They laugh about wanting to sit in the two chairs even if for only for a couple of seconds. Nicole asks Holly how she’s feeling. They have 25 seconds to give their one speech and 35 seconds for the other speech. Very short. [Nicole is going to have to give the abridged version of her speech - Nana] Nicole brings up being decisive in the double eviction. She feels it will be the same for Holly and Michie tomorrow night at the finale!! [Thanks to all who have posted updates day after day for BB21. I have to say I’m really happy BBAD is over as it has been 3 hours the last 3 nights in a row. Any mistakes are all mine. Conversations went so quickly especially the first half with all the caffeine Nicole had and many times all three would talk at once. I hope everyone has enjoyed the posts on BBAD and forgive me if they have been too in depth and way too long ~~. I’m out for the season!! Have a great night all and I can’t wait for the finale tomorrow night!]
  2. 11:00 pm BBT Nicole is still talking to Holly in the RV room Nicole: “I have these things I would love to do but I don’t want to get my hopes up - I can do this. I wouldn’t - my brain would not be vacant, it wouldn’t be. I’m not that type but I know I could do so much and if that could like — I mean we (Michie) and I are the same age but maturity ——“ Holly: “I very much understand the value of a dollar. I’ve worked literally since I was 5, my parents didn’t buy my clothes I worked for them. I worked my parent’s ranch, I worked in town at a movie theater, a tanning salon and a florist, plus working at the ranch. I was completely financially independent but I bought my first car, I paid my way through school, I understand DEEPLY the value of a dollar.” Nicole: “I get that, I had a scholarship but my sisters did not and they paid their own way. My sister saved up working at the pre-school for years to get her master’s (degree). Like this food horrifies me here, we don’t waste, you best believe we don’t throw out (Holly says ‘same’), I know the value of a dollar. If that means anything I wouldn’t just like (she shuffles her hands as though she was giving away money) I would make it worth something”. Holly: “I know I could do something good with this. Like Oh my gosh, I could do SO much good and that’s my motivation.” Nicole: “Even if you think you could win against him, again make it your game, your choice, your decision and I respect it and the runner up also gets $50,000. If you really think you would win, who would you want to win against? It just means so much to me, I go through phases of this is just a game I’m having so much fun, I’m not going to say anything to them, and then I hit rock bottom and I need to advocate for myself right now and that’s why I feel bad I’ve been joking for days and ‘oh this little ducky is going to be knocked off next’ and then I’m like ‘Nicole, this isn’t funny’. You’re downplaying yourself and you’re discrediting yourself and I don’t like it when people discredit me so I shouldn’t do it to myself. So if you take all those things into consideration, that would be absolutely tremendous like I said your argument outside I’d be like ‘da—‘, I’d be honored to sit next to you. When you gave that argument I don’t know like I said I have a lot of faith that we are all on our own journeys and we get off at different time and different paths and if my path is 3rd, yes I would be disappointed just in general but I would not be hurt or hold a grudge. If either of you pick me and I’m next to you, it would honestly mean the world and I don’t think I would ever be able to articulate how much it would mean to me because I love this game so much, I love this show so much, my family (????). I lead a small life like I don’t have a lot of friends, I don’t have a lot of events, like this is a very big deal. I know it would be a big deal for all three of us and I get that. It’s so hard to distinguish between the life I know like if you were to pick me I know my parents in the audience they’d be ecstatic. That’s not game really, just know I want it that I’m sitting there not expecting, I will be sitting there ready for whatever is going to happen and hopeful for the best but I wouldn’t be like “WHAT?” If it didn’t happen. I need to prepare a speech as I haven’t done it yet and I don’t know if I will be addressing him or ... Holly: “I need to prepare too. And you need to prepare for if you are three...” Nicole: “Yeah, I need to prepare for that as well. The juror could go both ways as a potential juror I can see how it could go both ways and Michie said they will see who played the better game and I said but you don’t know that and he says they will see who played the better game. So just be aware too who will speak next to you. You’re a smart woman, I know you are a smart woman and I know you will make the best decision for ‘Holly’ and I respect that. Do you have any questions for me?” Holly: “I don’t think so”. Nicole: “I got a lot of good insight when we were outside talking the other day. And that’s the thing too like in regards if you were to pick someone like one of us is going to jury. Do you want me in jury? Which like we argue over physical or do you want Michie in jury would he still vote for you? I guess it’s kind of like a toss up.” Holly: “Yeah. Would not. So, there’s a million different...” Nicole: “Just try to think of what your arguments are and like who would you rather lose to. Or who would you rather be sitting next to when these arguments start coming and the jury starts asking questions and I think personally, and of course I’m biased for myself obviously I think you would be better able to advocate for yourself when you’re next to an individual. I feel if you are advocating for Holly with Michie as a duo as half the people assume individuals aren’t really going to hear her out. You know. Yeah. I just wanted to say my piece. And I respect you so much and no matter what you do, obviously I’m biased in one direction I respect you so much. Whatever happens, happens.” Holly: “Oh it’s terrifying and it’s literally making me sick.” Nicole: “Obviously I would like to be third HOH, I had a chance to get myself there but I know that but after the incident during the second part, I don’t know if I want that stress that pressure and I give you both a lot of credit. You are going to be up on the scales and a lot of things are going through your mind. So think it’s about the jury so think about the jury, their different personalities and their questions and I think you are more in tune with ....” Holly: “I don’t know I get really nervous.” Michie starts to come in and says “Are you all waiting for me?
  3. [Scheduled maintenance on internet Comcast - no cable/TV - just came on and I’ll try to pick up and fill in what I missed - Nana] 10:30 p.m. BBT It seems Holly was Miss Wyoming and competed in Miss Universe in 2012 but didn’t want anyone to know. It was her first time of being thrust into something. She laughs about Christie talking about being in pageants and not saying anything. It had very negative side effects and wanted to be someone who other girls could look up to - and she keeps saying this she wants to be someone people looked up to and body positivity. Nicole just wants to ‘be someone’ and everyone is someone but to be ‘you’. Her experience in the BB house was about the title not just little Nicole who live in a place and teaches pre-school and she is being honest and she thinks she will lose to one of them but just to ‘sit in that chair —- I respect your decisions and you are together together and this isn’t in my favor but I hope there is a consideration of a ‘young Holly’ would she take a chance on 24 year old Nicole. I’m not looking for sympathy I just want it so bad but it was my own fault because I didn’t get myself there, I didn’t win things appropriate to get here and I commend both of you for putting yourselves in those positions and winning things and getting here. But from my perspective as a potential juror it’s either going to flip or flop depending on the mentality of the jury and the speeches. Are they going to go the GO BEAST! Route, or are they going the ‘well they are a duo they are a pair they’ve been together this whole game, do we want the one that won more and carried them or the one that was nicer and had a better social game’. And I like more. I have no idea which way that will go, I honestly think that if you were sitting next to me it would outweigh, and they would be like ‘wow, she got here she chose...” Holly: “And we have some more games so I don’t know which way in either scenario cause he and I are so different and I feel like you and I have similar games, we’ve won the same amount of games, under the radar, so I don’t know. I really and truly don’t know, you’ve had a great social game - so I don’t know. When you say you want to be considered, know that ... Nicole: “That’s all I need, I’m being honest if you guys have a final two it’s fine, you don’t have to tell me, you don’t have to tell me because just don’t even break it to me. But just even to be considered just like before you go to bed if you’ll (Nicole is in tears) just like — I know I’m a third wheel and I’m in a spot right now and I know a lot of people are probably looking at me right now like ‘Oh my God, this girl is in the final three with a showmance what an idiot”. Holly: “No, I don’t think they are thinking what an idiot I think they are thinking ‘wow, poor Nicole those two suck”, yeah.” Nicole in tears: “No. And that’s all I want.” Holly: “that’s what I feel and fear...” Nicole: “You are both very obviously very smart, you can look at that memory wall and go down the jurors and their personalities and what they are thinking and think about all our games this entire season and what we’ve won and when and how we’re going to argue that when we sit up there. So like if you honestly feel that I’m the better choice for you to win next to I would really appreciate that and hope you would pick me. If you think that “Oh crap, I’m going to lose to both of them I would prefer to lose to Nicole”, I would really appreciate that as well. I know I should probably be reaming you with facts and stats and that’s just not my nature. I respect this game too much, I respect you two much as a player to be like, this-this-this part...but I do feel like the other day in the yard, if you talk like that in front of the jury, I think you’ll do well. I don’t know what he has planned to say but that’s what scares me I don’t know if he starts rambling off comps and all the wins and the- you know what I mean - and I think about the people before they left.” Holly: “I know”. Nicole: “They might say like I hate him but he won this one too, and I know I won an HOH, a Veto, the other HOH, I threw that too Nicole, I’m the reason she’s here, you could argue that and Part 1 you were right up with Michie and in Part 2 you blew me out of the water, so I mean I don’t now how Part 3 is going to go but ...”. (Nicole). I know you’re smart, I know you're smart because you are smart I will respect it either way and I’ll understand. I will obviously be disappointed, that goes with saying BUT I just want to be considered even if it’s up until the last second (Holly - ‘Okay’) ... I pray that it is...” Holly: “Another think that I”m taking into consideration too is a decision that my parents would understand and that would be my biggest hangup too, is like if I’m even in that position to choose. Making a decision my parents would respect and the rest of the country, but mostly my parents”. Nicole: “I don’t know which way that would direct you, if it directs you to ‘I’ve been with him all season I’m sticking by him’ or directs you toward even still it’s a game and getting out a huge competitor and a huge threat and have a chance at winning this game. I don’t know which way - I get if I was in your position I would probably win against this person but that person I’ve been...you know. So I do get that. I’m sorry. When it comes down to it like tomorrow is going to be like if it is you, and you’re standing in front of that room I try to put myself in that position and what I try to think is no weeks left in this house, there’s no - no damage control or deals he made, it’s going to happen and I have to deal with it and move forward. I guess I really want you to pick me but I wouldn’t be hurt if you didn’t. I would be disappointed not in you in general. It’s kinda like one of those things that you would have to move forward, you know like ....And then on the other scale I really don’t consider this yet I do because I was thinking about family and the financial situation — I’m not really that forthcoming about mine. I’ve had hardships, I’ve had sicknesses, I work at a pre-school and my check is nowhere near some of the numbers people in this cast have mentioned. I don’t mean it like, don’t think I have an easy life but I’ve made jokes...”
  4. 9:45 pm BBT Another card game is going on and they continue to all talk at once. Nicole says she had way too much soda. Michie asks Holly to scratch his back, she says if he will scratch hers but goes ahead and scratches his back. Nicole is ‘feeling uncomfortable’...lots of nervous laughter. Everyone is talking at the same time and talking silly to each other. Nicole is making jokes about hair extensions. Their card game seems to be going in double time - Nicole makes Michie say please when he asks her for something. Another card game begins... Holly says guess what we will have for dinner tomorrow. No one answers but concentrate on their cards. They all are talking fast as they take their turns. Nicole is stressed as she has twice as many cards as Holly and Michie. Michie stares at Holly and taps a rhythm with a spoon. Michie lies down on Holly and they stare at Nicole. [very awkward having to watch Michie and Holly in a strange position on the couch, poor Nicole - Nana] Holly wonder if they will walk in the order of the title sequence. They aren’t sure of who they will be with in the opening sequence. Michie thinks it would be cute if if he was with Holly. Nicole thinks she will be second with someone opposite to her - maybe David. Michie: “This is our LAST night in this house, guys, our LAST night”. 10:00 pm BBT The card playing has slowed down but Nicole is still talking very fast. Holly and Michie exchange looks and are very cosy on the couch. Nicole is worried about getting everything in her suitcase and duffel bag. Michie offers to put some things in his suitcase. Holly and Nicole have things in trash bags. They tease Nicole about walking down the highway towards LAX with her blanket and a sunflower sticking out of her back, 3 suitcases and a duffel bag - her Indiana Jones hat on and Nicole adds her tutu on and her unicorn slippers as she shuffles along. Things continue - talking about getting things home. Michie wonders if anyone tried to sneak anything home. Nicole says she was told something but she wasn’t allowed to say it. BB says “You are not allowed to talk about production”. Holly thinks it was about Cliff. Nicole can’t wait to call her sisters and apologize for f—— up. Holly ask how, Nicole says she just did. 10:15 pm BBT The conversation continues in different accents. Nicole talks about hiding around a corner. Nicole is talking twice as fast as usual [I’m thinking she had way too much soda - Nana]. Nicole wonders where the baby blanket came from and is reading the label. Holly isn’t saying much but Michie is laughing at Nicole. Nicole wishes she could take Orwell, but has ‘Amber’ all packed and ready to go. Nicole says Cliff hated so many things in the house like the singing. Michie tells Nicole to go campaign with Holly while he goes to the WC. Nicole is removing her nail polish and asks him where he will be when he comes back out. Nicole wants to say some things. Nicole: “So, I’m thinking, where would you like to go Holly (to talk).” They decide to go to the RV when Nicole finishes her nails. Nicole continues to talk - she will shower in the morning. Holly begins to put on more makeup. They laugh at all the dents in the stool from hitting it with spoons. Michie asks them how long they will be out there and Nicole apologizes and Holly and Nicole move to the RV. Nicole feels it’s more awkward now to campaign than it was in the beginning. Nicole and Holly are sitting in the RV. Holly tells her she knows Nicole is ‘her at 24’. They have the same coping mechanisms. At 24 Holly had one of the hardest years of her life. She feels she and Nicole are literally the same person. Nicole lets Holly know she admires her maturity. Holly: “But also they didn’t give me enough credit as it’s part of the game I’ve been banking on up until this point.” Nicole cautions her about arguing this to the jury and Holly says it might come back to bite her or be too late. Holly says she’s been playing a lot of her game silently. Holly continues to tell Nicole about her struggles at 24 and being in a pageant at one time. Being in the spotlight in the Miss USA pageant and flying all over the country and being on the Today show and Live with Kelly in doing things with assemblies at schools. Holly spoke for a bunch of different organizations and talked to different kids about self-confidence. Nicole feels she hasn’t embraced who she is yet. Holly thinks they both are hard on themselves. She wants to be someone other girls can look up to and would love to go on tour after this and talk about positivity. Holly continues to tell Nicole how much they are alike in making themselves strive to do things - she says it’s a blessing and a curse. She has loved seeing Nicole grow during this experience and this being a launchpad for Nicole. [Scheduled maintenance on internet Comcast - no TV cable until 5 a.m. - I will try to update when restored unless I’ve lost everything - Nana]
  5. 9:00 p.m. BBAD TUESDAY Nicole, Michie an Holly are sitting around the table for their taco Tuesday meal. Nicole is talking about what she is thankful for from being in the BB house. Nicole: “I’m extremely thankful and I still can’t fathom the fact we are in the finale together and as someone who has OCD it’s amazing to have seen this through from Day 1 to Day 99 and regardless, we are all walking out tomorrow. It’s a great feeling and I just love you both so much and I hope we are family forever.” They are all begin clapping and saying “FAMILY!!” Holly gets up to warm up her taco and Michie asks her to bring him something. They talk about how big and crowded the table (and loud) it was with 15 people. Michie can’t decide if he wants flour or corn tortillas. Holly says this is the first time she’s eaten a flour tortilla. Nicole: “I would like also say that regardless of how it turns out tomorrow, obviously I’m not in Round 3 so I have absolutely no say, if you all choose each other I get it and I respect both of your games and love both of you too much to be butt hurt. If you choose me, I don’t expect it, I’m not stupid, but I would be extremely, extremely grateful but regardless I will walk out of here with my head held high... Michie: “Regardless you are walking out of here with boost, we all are.” Nicole: “There are things we are going to see about each other and about this entire experience that we are going to go like ‘Oh, okay’ and I’m a culprit of it as well, you both have frustrated me along with every single person on that wall. I’ve frustrated myself, I said things about myself in the DR so I’m excited to on the other side of it, you know what I mean? I’m really excited to see everybody’s lives moving ahead, everybody’s successes and what everybody’s lives. I’ll be rooting for you, all of you”. Holly: “I’m excited to experience life with all of you outside of these walls”. Nicole answers “Yup”. Nicole talks about some past guests and how she didn’t think of them as bad. She knows she needs to not be so self deprecating and she is good as well. Holly agrees with her. They are eating, Michie is back up at the counter getting more tortillas. They all are enjoying the tacos. They will continue to have taco Tuesday even after BB. Holly talks about a ringtone for Michie as he might be calling her a lot (Michie shakes his head no). Holly “How rude!”. Holly asks him if he is the only kind of guy who only texts. He replies he Face-times and Snapchats. He loves Snapchats as it’s easy. They are excited to see Sam tomorrow. He thinks they will be able to give them good input on how they’ve been perceived as they have seen it. Michie thinks Bella will be honest with him. She will tell him if he has some things waiting for him - Michie thinks they are the only ones who have seen it from start to finish. Holly says they also ‘know us’. Holly wonders if Bella hates her because of some of the things she said or did. They wonder about Nick and Bella [they have some surprises coming - Nana]. They talk about things they might have said and later said they didn’t mean it. Holly says she got Nick evicted. Michie thinks Bella probably doesn’t like either one of them. Nicole says one of them will be evicted and life is too short to hold things against others. Nicole says they put up people but others voted them out. Nicole talks about Tommy and Christie’s reactions to being voted out. Nicole is a firm believer in moving forward. Nicole’s shin is still bruised from ‘slamming it’. Michie is trying to remember the name of it “Raiders of the ...”. Holly can’t remember it either. Nicole says they can look it up tomorrow! Tomorrow they will have their phones and see things that have been said or look up others. Nicole feels she is still like a fan who was plucked up and put on a couch to watch BB. Holly agrees. Nicole laughs and talks about Cliff telling her about all the guys who will be interested in her when she gets out of the house and she asked him if this ‘is the talk’. Holly laughs. 9:30 pm BBT They continue to finish their tacos. They are excited about who will be at the finale. Nicole thinks her mom will be proud of her. She thinks she will collapse when she sees them. Nicole gets a few tears in her eyes and tells herself she isn’t going to break down. Nicole seems filled with nervous energy and is talking while the others eat. Michie wants to give his mom a hug and look his parents in their eyes and ask them ‘what happened’. He hopes it isn’t anything too serious. Now Nicole is scared of what her parents might say to her. Michie is hitting the cards on the table, the girls do a little dance. Michie announces they are ‘transitioning’ - - moving from one room to another. They are excited to watch the opener on BB and maybe they can watch it together. Lots of nervous talking over each other about tomorrow. Nicole is tempted to post her embarrassing moments, the times she’s fallen... They sit on the couch in the WA and begin to fast and furiously play a card game. [I doubt they will get much sleep tonight - Nana] Michie can’t find a card but Nicole finds it. Nicole is bursting with nervous energy. Michie isn’t far behind, Holly seems less nervous but says she is very nervous. They think they will be up at the crack of dawn. The card game is going in double time —— Michie stops to play a rhythm on the table and Holly does an exotic ‘hand’ dance. Their fake accent comes and goes. They laugh and interrupt each other’s sentences. Michie wonders who will be talking to Julie, Nicole says third place comes out to talk to Julie (and then hides) then the others come out.
  6. 9:00 pm BBT BBAD Tuesday Outside the RV Michie and Holly discuss her having headaches with her hair weaves - Holly talks about not liking being told what to do when growing up on the ranch. Michie isn’t surprised. Nicole is lying down on one of the beds. They laugh about the lies Christie told to others. Michie and Holly talk about who has less money in the real world. Michie is wanting to play backgammon but has no takers. Nicole is trying to sleep but has to listen to Michie and Holly baby talk to each other. They talk about what Jack is thinking in the jury house and how Kat probably doesn’t want to be in the house with the other jurors. [They will be surprised when the get find out about Kat and Nick - Nana] Michie and Holly have the giggles and are having fun waving at the camera. They try to get Nicole to talk but she isn’t playing their game. 9:30 pm BBT Tuesday Nicole is in the boat room. She’s talking softly to herself and is teary eyed. Michie and Holly are still in the bed outside the RV. Seems like all are going to sleep - [I’m out for the night - Nana]
  7. 12:00a.m BBT ( Monday) September 23, 2019 Michie goes back into the house. Holly talks about her college experience and says she was one of the only out of state kids. Most leave and work in the city in sales and she does want to own a business. Went to work, living in the city, living in a high raise overlooking the bay - and she HATED it. Nicole is good at her job and loves the kids more than she could ever express but not for her forever. It’s the scariest thing. Holly says we have one life but we can have multiple careers. She’s been a safari guide for 6 years but she needs to take a leap of faith ...When she was working in tech sales, she financially was OK. Michei comes back out into the BY and brings blankets. Michie asks if he came across as smart at all. They said yes. Michie says he threw the comp to Jack because he had just won Camp Director and then win the first mental comp. Nicole says she didn’t throw it but turned the answer to red and put her head down. Nicole says Michie got her for awhile as they are very similar. Holly says because of her car accident, her memory was more difficult. Holly says memory is hard for her, but she’s plenty smart. Michie says his memory is shot from all the concussion playing sports. 12:15 am BBT Holly is talking about riding a colt that was completely trained and would be it’s first ride out. She bucked Holly off HARD and she landed on her face. Her dad told her to go get Gabrielle, got on a different horse - she is pretty sure she broke her nose that day. Recalling certain things (memory) is hard and frustrating for her. Visual memory she is great at. Nicole: “There are a lot of smart people on this cast”. Holly agrees. Nicole really thought she had Holly beat in the comp.Nicole says she gets anxiety but she is a great test taker. They all continue to talk about tests and Michie wishes he had gone through school with the mind set he has now - no hesitation, no fear, just go. Nicole: “Everything happens for a reason, I’m even learning now. What happened yesterday, it really scared me. It’s not worth it to work yourself up over things like that. It’s not worth it.to put pressure on yourself. With only two of them in the game, it was more pressure than if there had been 10 in the comp. She felt she had to beat Holly or she was stupid...it freaked her out.” Michie said it’s how he felt before this, he almost bit the dust and he was 23 (24 now). Holly says when she was 21 in summer school, she had to drop out and go to Wyoming because of anxiety. Nicole tells her it’s very real. Holly describes panic attacks. Holly has always wanted to write a novel but writes two chapters and stops. Nicole loves to edit, being an English major. Michie is being very quiet... 12:30am BBT The girls continue to talk about what they want to do in the future - Nicole felt stuck, stagnant when she came to play the game. She never understood she was the different one of the three sisters. They knew exactly what they wanted to do. She didn’t - but liked English. Nicole never understood why she was different than her sisters, but wanted to go on Big Brother and her family supported her i her decision. She feels this process, amazingly enough, I need the experience and people who she has leaned on. - she needs to get away from this and be with those she doesn’t know with new experiences. “This journey has made me love myself and it was a point I never thought I would get to this place”. (The camera keeps going to Michie and blurring his face) Nicole continues saying it’s ok to be quirky and wear colorful clothes and be herself. She hadn’t known this experience would change her so much. Holly tells her ‘we’re very similar, I was much like you at age 24. She says Tommy asked her how it has changed her and she says it has because she had self hate and struggled with self worth. She has gotten a grip on it much more since turning 30. Holly says through her 20’s there were lots of transformations and finding herself. She was the black sheep of three sisters. Her sister always knew she wanted to teach in a one room school or a small school and get married. They are very different but her sister is insanely supportive of Holly. Her other sister is taking over her parents ranch. They all got scholarships, her sisters a full ride but Holly didn’t because she went to college out of state. Holly says she never knew what she wanted to do. 12:25AM BBT Nicole is still talking about wondering why she was always different than her sisters. Applying and being accepted to BB forced her to stretch herself further. She realizes if she applies for a job and they say ‘no’ “It’s OK”. [Michie seems to be staring at the memory wall...Nana] Nicole says if she did her best, it’s OK. Holly tells her fear of failure is paralyzing. Holly struggles to overcome her fear. She lost a friend in a car accident only a couple of months after her own car accident and she wonders why did she live and her friend didn’t. She was 16 at the time and her friend was so confident. Holly says she wasn’t confident and was scared and low self esteem. She was teased for being scrawny and bullied her in school. There was sexual harrassment. [This seems to make it more clear why she allows Michie to bully her - Nana] AS Holly has gotten older she sees she needs to live and not waste her life. But she put so much pressure on herself, she fears failing. Holly lists several objectives she wants to achieve but still hasn’t done any of them. Holly says she knows her first goal when she leaves the BB house and she is going to do it. [Doesn’t say what - at least that I heard - Nana] Holly and Nicole continue to share their struggles in self confidence and finding a goal and succeeding. Michie seems to be ignoring them but when Holly says she got more and more of a target on her back Michie says “because of me?” He says he meant it as a joke but Holly says as part of a showmance it put a target on her. Holly really wishes they could see the scores from certain things [possible testing before coming into the house? - Nana] I was told they were really really good. She asked if they could tell her and they said it was near genius level. Nicole thinks she is quirky because English professors can be different. Holly wishes her one sister could fly out as she thinks she and Nicole would get along really well. Her sister is about to turn 34. Holly laughs at a joke her sister always tells. Holly tells Michie “You always tell me I’m a child”. Nicole tells them she is very impressed with both of them. Holly says they feel the same about her. 12:50 pm BBT General conversation about the comps. Michie is still quiet. Nicole tells Holly she underestimated her in many comps. Holly tells Michie “Don't grind your teeth!” The girls continue discussing HG. Nicole talks about the way Jess talked to her and not trusting her. Nicole: “In the grand scheme of things, this IS a game”. Michie walks back into the house. Nicole: “Seriously Holly you should argue, if and when you are at the end, make sure you advocate for yourself. I think a lot of people on the jury are sleeping/keeping (?) on you. Holly: “It worries the heck out of me if I’m am standing next to Jackson because he has blown everybody out of the water.” Nicole: “I know. And I guess I am kind of biased as the other option is me. I can sincerely argue that against each other it could be a toss up depending on which way the jury... It could be ‘he bulldozed, he won so many things, she IS with him, she rode his coattails, she is behind him.” Holly: “And that’s exactly what I’m afraid of” Nicole:: “Whereas if next to me I think it would be ‘wow’, look at the accolades Holly, she really pulled out all the stops toward the end...” Holly: “You and I both... accolades, you pulled out a lot at the end too” Nicole: “I think just the fact that you adhere to a deal...” [Night all - I’m out - Nana]
  8. 12:00a.m BBT (technically Monday) Michie goes back into the house. Holly talks about her college experience and says she was one of the only out of state kids. Most leave and work in the city in sales and she does want to own a business. Went to work, living in the city, living in a high raise overlooking the bay - and she HATED it. Nicole is good at her job and loves the kids more than she could ever express but not for her forever. It’s the scariest thing. Holly says we have one life but we can have multiple careers. She’s been a safari guide for 6 years but she needs to take a leap of faith ...When she was working in tech sales, she financially was OK. Michei comes back out into the BY and brings blankets. Michie asks if he came across as smart at all. They said yes. Michie says he threw the comp to Jack because he had just won Camp Director and then win the first mental comp. Nicole says she didn’t throw it but turned the answer to red and put her head down. Nicole says Michie got her for awhile as they are very similar. Holly says because of her car accident, her memory was more difficult. Holly says memory is hard for her, but she’s plenty smart. Michie says his memory is shot from all the concussion playing sports. 12:15 pm BBT Holly is talking about riding a colt that was completely trained and would be it’s first ride out. She bucked Holly off HARD and she landed on her face. Her dad told her to go get Gabrielle, got on a different horse - she is pretty sure she broke her nose that day. Recalling certain things (memory) is hard and frustrating for her. Visual memory she is great at. Nicole: “There are a lot of smart people on this cast”. Holly agrees. Nicole really thought she had Holly beat in the comp.Nicole says she gets anxiety but she is a great test taker. They all continue to talk about tests and Michie wishes he had gone through school with the mind set he has now - no hesitation, no fear, just go. Nicole: “Everything happens for a reason, I’m even learning now. What happened yesterday, it really scared me. It’s not worth it to work yourself up over things like that. It’s not worth it.to put pressure on yourself. With only two of them in the game, it was more pressure than if there had been 10 in the comp. She felt she had to beat Holly or she was stupid...it freaked her out.” Michie said it’s how he felt before this, he almost bit the dust and he was 23 (24 now). Holly says when she was 21 in summer school, she had to drop out and go to Wyoming because of anxiety. Nicole tells her it’s very real. Holly describes panic attacks. Holly has always wanted to write a novel but writes two chapters and stops. Nicole loves to edit, being an English major. Michie is being very quiet... 12;30 pm BBT The girls continue to talk about what they want to do in the future - Nicole felt stuck, stagnant when she came to play the game. She never understood she was the different one of the three sisters. They knew exactly what they wanted to do. She didn’t - but liked English. Nicole never understood why she was different than her sisters, but wanted to go on Big Brother and her family supported her i her decision. She feels this process, amazingly enough, I need the experience and people who she has leaned on. - she needs to get away from this and be with those she doesn’t know with new experiences. “This journey has made me love myself and it was a point I never thought I would get to this place”. (The camera keeps going to Michie and blurring his face) Nicole continues saying it’s ok to be quirky and wear colorful clothes and be herself. She hadn’t known this experience would change her so much. Holly tells her ‘we’re very similar, I was much like you at age 24. She says Tommy asked her how it has changed her and she says it has because she had self hate and struggled with self worth. She has gotten a grip on it much more since turning 30. Holly says through her 20’s there were lots of transformations and finding herself. She was the black sheep of three sisters. Her sister always knew she wanted to teach in a one room school or a small school and get married. They are very different but her sister is insanely supportive of Holly. Her other sister is taking over her parents ranch. They all got scholarships, her sisters a full ride but Holly didn’t because she went to college out of state. Holly says she never knew what she wanted to do. 12:25 pm BBT Nicole is still talking about wondering why she was always different than her sisters. Applying and being accepted to BB forced her to stretch herself further. She realizes if she applies for a job and they say ‘no’ “It’s OK”. [Michie seems to be staring atthe memory wall...Nana] Nicole says if she did her best, it’s OK. Holly tells her fear of failure is paralyzing. Holly struggles to overcome her fear. She lost a friend in a car accident only a couple of months after her own car accident and she wonders why did she live and her friend didn’t. She was 16 at the time and her friend was so confident. Holly says she wasn’t confident and was scared and low self esteem. She was teased for being scrawny and bullied her in school. There was sexual harrassment. [This seems to make it more clear why she allows Michie to bully her - Nana] AS Holly has gotten older she sees she needs to live and not waste her life. But she put so much pressure on herself, she fears failing. Holly lists several objectives she wants to achieve but still hasn’t done any of them. Holly says she knows her first goal when she leaves the BB house and she is going to do it. [Doesn’t say what - at least that I heard - Nana] Holly and Nicole continue to share their struggles in self confidence and finding a goal and succeeding. Michie seems to be ignoring them but when Holly says she got more and more of a target on her back Michie says “because of me?” He says he meant it as a joke but Holly says as part of a showmance it put a target on her. Holly really wishes they could see the scores from certain things [possible testing before coming into the house? - Nana] I was told they were really really good. She asked if they could tell her and they said it was near genius level. Nicole thinks she is quirky because English professors can be different. Holly wishes her one sister could fly out as she thinks she and Nicole would get along really well. Her sister is about to turn 34. Holly laughs at a joke her sister always tells. Holly tells Michie “You always tell me I’m a child”. Nicole tells them she is very impressed with both of them. Holly says they feel the same about her. 12:50 pm BBT General conversation about the comps. Michie is still quiet. Nicole tells Holly she underestimated her in many comps. Holly tells Michie “Don't grind your teeth!” The girls continue discussing HG. Nicole talks about the way Jess talked to her and not trusting her. Nicole: “In the grand scheme of things, this IS a game”. Michie walks back into the house. Nicole: “Seriously HOlly you should argue, if and when you are at the end, make sure you advocate for yourself. I think a lot of people on the jury are sleeping/keeping (?) on you. Holly: “It worries the heck out of me if I’m am standing next to Jackson because he has blown everybody out of the water.” Nicole: “I know. And I guess I am kind of biased as the other option is me. I can sincerely argue that against each other it could be a toss up depending on which way the jury... It could be ‘he bulldozed, he won so many things, she IS with him, she rode his coattails, she is behind him.” Holly: “And that’s exactly what I’m afraid of” Nicole:: “Whereas if next to me I think it would be ‘wow’, look at the accolades Holly, she really pulled out all the stops toward the end...” Holly: “You and I both... accolades, you pulled out a lot at the end too” Nicole: “I think just the fact that you adhere to a deal...” [Night all - I’m out - Nana]
  9. 9:40 pm BBT Sunday Night Nicole goes to the WA to ash off her bask. It seems the glove had a hole in it and she dyed her thumb dark blue. Holly and Michie laugh at her thumb. Michie: “Like brother like sister - I would strongly suggest to wash the blue off your thumb before you wash your face, you will need vinegar, soak it in vinegar as soap won’t wash it off”. Nicole wants to wash off her face but doesn’t want her blue thumb to dye her face. She figures out how to do it one-handed. Michie laughs at Nicole. She continues to wash her face with one hand. Holly is trying to get her face mask off in the shower. Both are having problems getting all the mask off their faces. Nicole is still trying to get the blue dye off her thumb. Michie tells her to use a sponge to scrub it off. They joke about what Julie will say about Nicole's blue thumb. Michie explains he had to use the green side of the sponge with vinegar to get the dye off his hands. He thinks she needs to add some baking soda to the vinegar. Nicole: “You just had it more rough than me, didn’t you Michie??”. Michie: “I’m just trying to help”. Holly sits on the couch beside Michie. He continues to try and make jokes. Nicole and Holly ignore him. 9:55 pm. BBT All three are still in the WA talking about Cody and Derrick in other seasons. Nicole thinks Derrick had a tremendous social game. “Very impressive”. Holly agrees. Michie “He was good!” Nicole: “You would know”. Michie: “Very frustrating”. Nicole: “Likewise”. Michie: “What doe that mean...?” Nicole: “You’re good”. She laughs. Holly laughs, Michie sighs. Michie: “America, they gang up on me. I’m outnumbered, it’s 2 to 1.” Nicole” I respect the game you both have played, you took them out like snipers, one by one by one. It’s very impressive (as she points her finger like a gun). Why am I not allowed to say that.” Michie”. You are it’s just the way you say it , I question it. Nicole:Question what/?]]==] Nicole thinks it’s funnyl. Michie gets baking soda. Nicole and Holly are trying to think how to get all the dye off her finger. Holly suggests moisturizing it. Nicole thinks she will request ball gown gloves and walk out and hold our her hand and say “Hi Julie”. The girls go into the kitchen to check out the tie dye. Nicole says she is stopping for awhile. She shows them her bandana. Michie gets out some champagne. Michie: “Cheers guys to the final 3”. Holly tells them the dye is seeping under onto the table. Michie asks them again ‘do you want your champagne.?’ Nicole says there is a crack in her glass and it’s dangerous. The girls are giddy and keep laughing. Michie hands them their glasses and says “FINALLY”. They go outside and say “Cheers”. They sit the glasses down and the girls check the clothes. Holly is going to hang her clothes, definitely not drying them in the dryer. Holly and NIcole can’t stop giggling. Holly found a strange glove for Nicole. Michie is working out with the weights. Nicole asks BB to turn the AC off inside as it’s cold. It’s much warmer outside. Holly lies her clothes on the pool table to dry. Nicole says she can’t wait for her mom to do her laundry. Michie is wondering how much he could get for one of the coins on EBay. Michie says “One of us will”. Nicole offers to take all the prize money. Holly puts Jackson’s laundry in the washer. Nicole can’t find her shorts?? She’s looking for black shorts and black pants. Holly wonders if they got into her laundry. Or maybe they got into Jackson’s stuff. Nicole will check her bag for the black shorts. 10:15 p.m BBT The girls are trying to figure out how to cover up her thumb with some neosporin and a bandaid and maybe it would take away the dark blue dye. Both of them are very giddy. Niocle says her wine glass is ‘wonky’. “The glass or the hand holding it. Nicole: “The douchebag that was pouring it”. Michie: “Wow you’re welcome”. Nicole: “I’m just kidding - you get so butt hurt so easy”. Michie backs away from her. Nicole “AHHH...No, Holly,”. Nicole: Can I have a hug?” They continue to laugh. They call Michie Sassy pants. Do you want to hang out with the bunny?” Michie doesn’t see the humor. Michie says don’t talk about the bunny, he’s all he has left in the house. Nicole begins to talk about Nicole coming to see the ranch. She’s concerned about the concert and wants to be there. It seems they are able to hear what sounds like a concert. Holly says it might be a venue around there. Holly wants to go see the jury house just for giggles. They ask him if he is playing with the bunny. Michie: “No, his name is BUDDY the bunny. The girls walk over laughing and say “Hey Buddy” Michie tells them they really don’t have to engage in talking with him. Holly”. “He really did just turn his nose up at us.” Michie”. Don’g scare him off, he’s a good bunny”. [I’m thinking the glasses of champagne are getting to them - Nana] Michie: “He’s been here for me when you haven’t. Twice a week. Two days a week, Oh Buddy, Buddy, Buddy”. Michie continues to carry on a conversation with Buddy. Holly: “Do you guys want to hear a sad story, I’m going to tell it anyway. We had a bunny. Nicole mentions Mr. McGregor’s garden and the bunny eats all the vegetable. His wife tells him to not go into the garden The bunny doesn’t listen. Holly continue to tell them about their Bunny named Bunny. She says she was good about getting animals but then let her parents take care of them. Her mom had a cute cage set up side and feed it and go talk to it. She gave it fresh grass every day. She picked up some good pieces and as she stood up to give the bunny she scared the bunny and it hit the wall and died! She literally scared it to dead. Her mom was so sad and went off to bury it by herself in the pasture. They have lots of animals buried in the pasture. Michie begins to think about parents waking up in the morning, packing their bags and getting ready to fly out. Holly’s parents might, but they might have to come out earlier as it takes so long, no direct flights. It’s why they don’t fly out much. The plane only has 1 or 2 seats on each side and the turbulence is terrible. Nicole says her planes were also small and she got on and said ‘This is how I die...” Holly says some planes have open cockpits and you can see them. Some have just got their licenses, ‘youngsters’ flying the plane and she’s been in mid-air when alarms are going off. The pilot reached out to get the manual to figure out why alarms are going off and everyone on the plane can see him going through the book! 10:45 pm BBT Holly and Michie are back in the patio area outside. Nicole talks about sending everyone Christmas cards. “Seasons Greetings to everybody”. They discuss different religions and how everyone has the right to practice the way they want. Nicole says she would be happy to receive any type of card at Christmas. Michie thinks every one has the right to practice their own religion and not put them down for what they believe. He does say Merry Christmas and practices Christmas. Nicole talks about people who get mad in stores when you say “Merry Christmas”. They begin to talk about how Jess wanted to get all the men out of the house. It has nothing to with race, age, gender, it has nothing to do with it. [I think Michie has forgotten some racial slurs he made against others in the house because of their race - Nana] Michie spilled some of his drink. He says sorry to Spencer (producer?). Nicole goes to check the laundry. He thinks they might be asleep when the show is beginning to go on as their sleep is all backwards. Nicole is still looking for her lost black shorts, Holly tells her to go dump it out on the bed. Talk turns to whether an RV is an airstreem or a Winnebago. Nicole goes into the house. Michie”. “What have we got, three days?” Holly says yes. Michie: ‘She’s already campaigned to me a couple of times. She told Michie she would campaign for Michei to win if she was sitting next to him. Holly asks when did she say that? Michie says ‘when you were in the shower”. Michie laughs and says she’s never campaigned to me yet and Holly gets upset and tells him “it’s not funny”. Michie: “So weird. I think I’ll be effected after this as there won’t be any cameras but feeling like there people watching them all the time. Holly says and the people in the walls - creepy. Michie: “We are going to make history , Holly. I don’t think a showmance has ever made it to the end.” Holly agrees. Michie is excited for Wednesday to get here. He wants the last HOH so bad and it will mean he has won every single HOH he could compete in since day 58. Nicole still can’t find her black shorts. Michie says “that’s infuriating’. She was bragging how much she loves those shorts so Holly will go look in her clean laundry. Nicole: “I’m SO confused” Holly: Do you like the black pants that are like joggers? Nicole asks if they want to try them (not sure Holly or Michie) 11:30 pm BBT Nicole continues to go through the house looking for her shorts and taking things from one room to another. She brings out several snacks to the BY to share. Holly wants Michie to try on some pants and he says later. Holly wants him to do it now. “Instant gratification”, Holly says in a baby voice. Nicole asks if they are cold - do they need any blankets? Holly talks about people finishing her snacks and putting them back in the basket empty. She wants to know who ate her ice cream. Michie says do you want to let some secrets out?? Nicole said she doen’st lie about much, she does work at a preschool but she didn’t go to school for child study she went for English. Her dream is to be a high school teacher or a professor. This explains why she is so quirky. She didn’t want people to think she’s smart. Holly and Nicole discuss Nicole’s studies and where she has taught school. Nicole tells them she was the top of her class in high shcool and college and gave speeches in both. Michie asks how she did on her ACT tests, she said she did very well. She doesn’t remember her score. Michie and Holly both took the ACT test and both got 30 (Michie got 29.4, technically).Michie says he never had homework, hated it. He wrote his law thesis while suffering in college. Took the L-STATS, didn't study for them but did fairly well. He never went to class until he needed to. Not out of arrogance or he would either be sleeping or at the library, he never bought a book either. He hates wasting time and it didn’t make sense for him to go to a gen ed in geology 101 (has to take for classes) when he also has to be in 400 level law classes he needs to study for and writing papers for when the gen eds and classes that didn’t matter he would skip and went to important classes. He did get good grades in the gen ed classes. Michie talks about sitting around talking with others in the game isn’t really wasting time as they learned about others. He hates wasting time as you can’t get them back. He wants to go on trips, meet people, see things - cause you’ll never get it back. Nicole says she attended all her classes as she didn’t want to miss anything. She went straight from high school into a 4 year college and became burned out. “She’s stuck and didn’t know what she wanted to do”
  10. 9:00 pm BBT BBAD Michie yells for everyone to come to the living room. Nicole jokes back at him. Michie goes to the TBR and gets out one of the ‘coins’ from the comp he had in this things. Nicole is in the WA brushing her hair. Holly is washing her face and complaining Michie tried to pop some blackheads on her face and now it hurts into her ‘brain’. She feels he did something to make them worse. Michie is in the BY and begins washing some clothes. The girls are still in the WA using different face masks. They are worried about their skin and how it will look on finale night. They remember about different times in the BB house. Holly asks Nicole how many comps she’s competed in, Nicole says she will let her know. Holly says she is at ‘20” - which means she will be at “21”. Michie comes in the WA and watches the girls. Nicole leaves to go ‘tie-dye’. Holly sits on Michie’s lap. They are talking to each other with an ‘accent’. “Three more days”. Holly wonders if they will go home or go to an hotel. Michie says he has an apartment. He’s not sure his things will still be there as he gave the key to ‘someone’. They begin to whisper to each other about one more comp... Nicole is in the kitchen preparing things to tie dye. (Back in the WA)15 Michie and Holly talk about not ‘burying’ each other. Michie says something about a guaranteed seat. Michie is wanting reassurance about the F2. 9:15 pm BBT More talk between MIchie and Holly in the WA - he stares at her. He wants her to have her responses ready for the jury members - every answer possible. Holly says “I know”. He coaches her on what to think about jurors asking her and what she will say. Michie: “It’s like going to court, you have to represent yourself” [Michie has mentioned several times this season about his pre-law classes and using them for this game - Nana] Michie continues to ask Holly how she will answer questions from Tommy or others. Nicole asks them if they have any clothes they need washed. Holly gets up to take some of her clothes to the washer. Michie asks Nicole if she would do his tie dye and she says she doesn't mind. Michie then goes into the BY to talk more to Holly about the jury. He is concerned about Tommy and what he will say or ask Holly. Michie then talks about Sis, Jack, and others asking ‘Why should you deserve it more than Michie’. He isn’t mentioning about questions he might be asked but continues to ‘school’ Holly on how to answer each one. Michie reminds her they will be hard questions. Michie: “Look at Paul who ran the season twice and lost because of the way he answered questions”. Nicole says “I know”. He tells her he won’t be up there to help her as he will be up there selling himself and competing against her. He reminds her he isn’t there to throw it and he will take the 100% (ideally). Michie hopes his law classes will come in handy when speaking to his peers. Also his sales will come in handy. Holly continues to say “I know”... Holly goes back into the kitchen - The girls discuss how to wash the tie dye to keep it from bleeding as much. They still have their face masks on - She then goes to take a shower, skipping away singing a made up song as she goes back to the WA. Holly continues to work with her t-shirt. 9:30 p.m. BBT Michie is in the WA smiling, watching Holly take a shower. Nicole continues to work on getting her tie dye just right. Michie lies down on the couch in the WA and tells Holly he is about to go work out. Michie: “How did I get so lucky?” Holly:”I don’t know” (and laughs). Michie says she rarely is sweet back to him when he talks to her sweetly. Holly tells him she is working on being sweeter in her responses but he says ‘rarely, once in a blue moon’. Holly reminds him blue moons do come around. (Kitchen) Nicole continues to work on the tie dye projects. She finishes with the t-shirt and puts some more dye on another project. She adds several different colors to her project.
  11. 12:00 pm BBAD isn’t going to run tonight. They just announced it would be run tomorrow night in the regular BBAD slot. Holly WON. The 2nd part. Are you seeing live feeds for 9/22/19?
  12. 10:40 pm BBT Michie tells Nicole to wear sunscreen when she goes out in the sun - don’t get baked. Nicole to Michie “I need you”. Michie “I know”. Nicole - shuffles cards. “I shuffled it and this card ends up on top”. Nicole realizes ‘something else is happening - “Quite the segway there Holly”. They all laugh as Nicole gets embarrassed and not sensing the conversation was going a different way than she thought. Nicole sings the cuddle song Tommy made up. Nicole cuddles Orwell and says “Even thought I hate birds it will have to do...” Nicole thinks one of Orwell’s eyes is not as shiny as the other one. Michie says it’s because Orwell has cataracts. Nicole says “but he’s a bird not a cat” — Nicole says she makes SO many jokes and they don’t laugh but she laughs at all their jokes. They are all laughing and joking. Nicole is going to ‘go hang out with other friends in the house’ - then remembers she never did the dishes and asks if she can leave them. They are waiting to be called into the DR as they are all tired and want to go to bed. Even after sleeping most of the day, they are tired. Nicole walks out of the LR and Holly and Michie whisper and cuddle together. Six more days—- Holly thinks her sister will really like Michie. Her sister has the same type of dry humor and ‘sarcasticness’ as Holly does. Nicole asks if they are going to bed. Holly says yes and Michie says they will be right behind her. Nicole “I feel like people keep disappearing”. Nicole mentions they are still flirting and thinks she will walk away. They talk about another horror movie. 10:50 pm BBT Michie shuffles cards in the LR. Then sees Holly come in and lies back down on the couch. Holly goes to get some candy. She comes back into the LR and covers up on the couch with the blanket by Michie. Holly tells Michie she had counted out a 100 day supply of gummies when packing in case she was still in the house to the end. Holly “and here we are”. Michie “scary”. Holly “I cannot wait for you to meet Jackson (dog)”. Holly: Can you add some thoughts into your brain like laying on my couch and cuddled up with Jackson (dog) having tacos or Thai food and whiskey - go to the beach, coming to her work — that kind of stuff. Michie: “Disney” Holly: “We now know for sure our family will come we could all go to Disney”. Michie: “If they are in the mood, if my parents come. I keep watching the (family) video in my head.” Holly: “I know you do”. Nicole is in the WA getting ready for bed. She goes back into the WA to get her blanket and goes to the —- [They show the fake Orwell - ] Nicole goes into the target bedroom, lies down and is reading the bible. She turns over to go to sleep. 11:00 pm BBT Michie is on the couch staring off into space. He looks sad - Holly is in the WA brushing her teeth. Holly asks Michie if he wants to come to bed. He doesn't answer but gets up, puts his glass on the counter and goes to the WA and brushes his teeth. 11:17 pm BBT Camera is on stuffed Orwell sitting on the couch. Michie is talking to Holly about not wearing a bra. She tells him to not be hypocritical. Michie says he’s not, Holly says be very careful. Nicole is asleep. Michie walks in and out of the target room then goes back to look for his jacket in the bathroom. As he walks through the LV he looks to see if the camera is on him. Michie to Holly “oh, and POP is on too”. Holly is upset. Michie says millions of people can see it - if I can see he says they can see it - all the mirrors and cameras. Things are tense between Holly and Michie. BB says “Nicole NOW” [not sure what they are saying now for - They might have called her to the DR - Nana] Michie and Holly keep bickering back and forth with him telling her to be careful and she is saying she is always careful. Michie: “Would you rather me not care? I’m just saying if I can see it they can too.” Michie talks about not having slept last night or today. Nicole is in bed and is sounds as thought she might be crying. Holly puts on her makeup. BB Announcer: “Michie please go the DR downstairs”. Holly: “No, what? WHAT??? - I’m up and changed and ready to go, I put on my makeup and did my hair...” Michie tells Holly to go to the DR. Holly continues to put on makeup. She says it’s fine. Michie: “Holly they told me to tell you to go”. Holly goes to the DR. Michie sits down in the LV and shuffles the cards. 11:30 pm BBT Nicole still seems to be sleeping in the round bed in the TR. Michie is at the kitchen table shuffling cards and staring into space. He begins playing cards. 11:40 pm BBT Michie still playing cards. He seems to be losing all the games of solitaire. He knocks three times on the wood underside of the table and begins another game. Orwell is still watching from the couch. Michie goes to the WC. Lights are off in the target bedroom and Nicole is asleep. Holly comes out of the DR and goes to the hallway area and changes clothes, throwing her clothes on the floor - Cameras switch back to Nicole sleeping. 12:00 a.m - [I’m out for the night - Nana]
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